I just heard you found the one you've been looking
I wish I would have known that wasn't me
'Cause even after all this time I still wonder
Why I can't move on, just the way you did so easily
This story is all about Jeon Jungkook of Bangtan and Lalis...
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Rubbing my hands from the tension I've felt right now was the only thing I can to calm myself.
I don't have any initial plan on how I can talk and fix everything to her but I have to try. The only thing I know was I don't want to lose her and I think that's enough for me to fight for her forgiveness.
My Hyungs warned me earlier that it will be too risky for both of us and whatever happens, I have to respect her decision.
I feel like they already know what will be her answer to me but they still gave me a chance to explain my side.
Since I got home this morning I never heard anything from my Hyungs. Jin Hyung texted me that Lisa saw everything and I believe that it was the reason why they are acting like this the whole day.
I was startled when Hobi Hyung went to me to exchange to my sit, but I declined his offer. I don't want to make a scene here. There's a lot of eyes watching us at the moment and it will be too much if I made another disappointment to my Hyungs.
I try to take a peek to her and I felt a sudden pinch to my heart when I noticed her swollen eyes. And I know that it was all because of me.
I swear I want to cry that time, I started to feel something heavy on my chest. My hyungs notice my uneasiness, I just gave them a fake smile to reassure them that I am fine, hope that I am.
Jennie Noona performed her Solo and god knows how many times I glanced to her. I want to thanks Jisoo Noona for having her to my doll's side, I noticed how she tried to make her smile and enjoy the moment but her brightest smile that the world love about her was missing and I am the one who is responsible for that.
I miss your smile Doll.
I am sorry.
I promise to bring that back to you.
I caught sight of them leaving maybe to accompany and congratulate Jennie Noona for her successful performance. I take that opportunity to follow them and finally have my chance to apologise and talk to her.
I glanced to them once again and I saw Jisoo Noona noticed me.
I jumped and made my way backstage, I heard Namjoon Hyung asked Jimin Hyung to follow me but I shrugged and ignored them.
I continue to half run to make it out to her, and when I finally saw her back walking fast arm clinged with her Unnies, I didn't hesitate to call her loud enough for her to hear but instead of her, Rosè Noona looks back to me. I saw her rolled her eyes and by that Jimin Hyung hold my shoulders for me to stop but I rejected him.
I called her again louder than the first but their bodyguard including the one that I secretly hired for her blocked my way. I gave him the "what-is-happening look" but instead of answering me he just holds my arms and carefully pushed me away.
