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christmas is next week and...drum roll please!
                          
*drum roll*
                          
darrens coming out of the hospital! hes been in there for 6 days now. when i talked to his doctors they said he'd be fine but he would have to rest...and do nothing...nada!
                          
im picking him up at 3...which is in one hour so im at his place cleaning up. i told annie i wont be home for a while. she had no problem of course...i finally met her co worker. did i mention? theyre dating now. theyre so cute together. 
                          
darren had so many cups in his room...not a single mug could be found in the kitchen...why? because they were in his room!
                          
* 4:12pm*



                          
"anything else?" i asked.
                          
"no."
                          
*darrens pov*
                          
shes tired. she knows it and i know it. she had dark circles and i could tell she had been crying a lot. her puffy eyes told me all. 
                          
i've been doing breathing exercises for the past 3 days. i go to therapy for it. every single day...at 2pm. i feel much more better than i did when i first woke up. it was crazy. i was alone and the room was dark. i could hear the vents only and beeps. i didnt see veruna anywhere and i freaked because obviously i didnt know where the fuck i was. i called for help and i was then told everything. when i saw veruna my heart exploded. now im home...with her. it feels so nice.
                          
at the hospital we talked about what we remembered. i didnt remember much and neither did she. i even got to see the footage of that night. it hurt seeing it for some reason. i knew it wasnt my fault but...it just feels like it is...and knowing that it couldve killed veruna and or me is just...scary. what would veruna have done? what would have i done? i wouldnt be able to live with the fact that i had killed my all. that...that one moment could have ended it all for us. but shes here...we're here and thats all that matters.
                          
"ronni."
                          
"ronni?" veruna looked at me with a confused look.
                          
"new nickname...thought of a couple while i was bored at the hospital."
                          
"ah i see. whacha need daisy?"
                          
"daisy! where did you hear that from!"
                          
"an interview of course! cant remember which but i remember...daisy, dare, DAREBEAR...!"
                          
"HEY!" i yelled.
                          
"my dearbear of course!" she winked.
                          
"haha very funny!"
                          
she rolled her eyes and made her way towards me aka her pillow.