It's been three and a half weeks, nearly a month, since the incident and I wish I was fine but I wasn't. I cried myself to sleep almost every night once I came home from the hospital and I didn't want to be touched by any of my seven boyfriends. They were obviously being patient, respectful and considerate but there were some nights when I really wanted to simply cuddle but couldn't even bring myself to do that because I would get horrible images in my head.
Even though I don't remember the worst part, knowing it actually happened doesn't make it any easier to process. But...I wonder if not remembering is better. I mean, if I could recall the moment wouldn't it be something I'd want to forget?
I'm pulled from my thoughts with a soft 2 knock sequence on my door "Come in" I say with a overly friendly tone trying to mask for how sad I actually was
"Hey" a soft feminine voice greets me as the door opens up. It was Lisa. I jumped out my bed almost tripping to get to her and threw myself around her
She caught me and squeezed me tight and immediately began apologizing while tears exploded from her puffy eyes "Ami I'm-I'm sorry, this would've never happened of ne-never h-happened if-" I shush her
"No, no Lisa please stop blaming yourself! This is not your fault, it's not. I don't blame you and I never have"
"Oh my god" she continued to sob as we slid down onto the floor still holding each other "I'm sorry I haven't called or come to see you before today"
"It's okay, you're here now and that's all I care about" we rocked each other back and forth for I don't know how long but my legs eventually got tired of the awkward position we fell into
"Have you been eating? You're thin" she comments wiping my face as I wiped hers
"Uhh not really, I don't have much of an appetite these days" we go and sit on my bed, I snuggle up to her resting my head on her chest "Jin doesn't show it but I know he gets angry when I don't eat
"I would be too, Ami you have to eat at the very least. Can't have you wasting away" she stroked my hair soothingly
"Who let you in?" I asked curiously mainly because I haven't left my room at all today so I wasn't sure of who was home
"Jungkook. RM has been calling me all week to come by and I just couldn't bring myself to do it before today but I needed to do this"
"Hmm" we sat in the quiet for a while. I missed being this close to someone.
"Can I ask you a really personal question? You don't have to answer but I'm very curious about something"
"What is it?"
"I know Namjoon is your boyfriend but have you also slept with any other members?" The room is eerily silent for a minute "I'm sorry. That's none of my businesses and I shouldn't have asked"
"It's okay, the answer is yes" I say looking up at her "All of them, all seven are my boyfriends"
"I had a gut feeling you did but I wasn't expecting you to be dating all of them. Wow" she smiled at me "You really are something special girl, they're all totally whipped for and in love with you"
"The feelings are mutual. I love every single one of them so much but my connection with Namjoon is something I can't explain. That man makes me feel ways I didn't even know were possible"
"I can tell" she chuckled "He is very lucky to have you"
"We're lucky to have each other" I corrected her with a smile "I don't know what I'd do without him"
"I just realized I was 100% right that day you took me to the spa and dinner, I guessed you were dating an idol and you lied like it was the most absurd thing you'd ever heard" I laughed heartily, something I hadn't done in weeks
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Den Noona✅ (Reverse Harem OT7)
FanfictionA peaceful walk turns into a chance encounter for one ARMY when she's presented with a contract unlike any other. Start: September 13, 2020 End: March 12, 2021 This work is complete fiction and of my own imagination. If you don't like reading about...
