Part 11: Blood in my hands

                                    

                                          
Katsuki's POV 
                          
I'm laying in the bed in my inn, the room is still pretty dark. I haven't slept normal hours ever since I lost my little neko, so of course I hadn't slept a full night yet again... This was getting on my nerves, I wanted to sleep next to my baby again, having him back was all my alpha wanted. I hope he's okay, I hope they didn't try anything on him, they wouldn't hurt him right? They seemed pretty keen on getting him alive... I'll make them suffer if they did hurt him... I sigh, only 3 days before we go rescue him, it was pure torture for my sanity, I felt like I was slowly going insane... Please hang on baby, your king will save you for sure! I'll rip everything apart to find you, so just hold on for me...
                          
"Lord Bakugo, we need to talk to you..." Keigo said in an ominous tone.
                          
I didn't like what tone he was using, Keigo is a pretty chill and composed person... To see him so disturbed had me worried, this couldn't be anything good. I sigh and stand up, he walks me to the main room where Kirishima and Todoroki we're looking devastated, what the fuck was going on here!?
                          
"Bakubro... God I'm not ready for this... I can't... You tell him..." Kirishima says as Todoroki flinches.
                          
"Your his fucking brother... This isn't something I can tell him just like that... You need to do it Kirishima!" Todoroki said avoiding my gaze.
                          
"The fuck are you two talking about!?" I asked panicking.
                          
This could only be bad, they're actions, their scent filled with sadness, it sent shivers down my spine. Oh how I could feel regret swell in my chest as Kirishima looked at me with pure fear and horror in his eyes.
                          
"Iz... Izuku... He um... Well... You see... How do I say this damnit!?" Kirishima said trying to find his words.
                          
"No... You... W-where... Where's the body!?" I scream as tears fell down my face.
                          
My hands we're violently shaking as my breath quickly picked up the pace, I didn't want to hear it, I couldn't bare it... I turn around with tears as Keigo stopped.
                          
"WHAT!? NO! It's related to Shigaraki. Damnit Kirishima, you should have explained from the begining..." Todoroki says sighing as I turn back to face them confused.
                          
"Then if he's not dead, what has gotten you all acting like this!?" I asked slightly relieved.
                          
Todoroki flinch, he crunches his face in displeasure as he looks down. He takes in a deep breath and looks me directly in the eyes, unable to answer me. That's when Keigo placed a hand on my shoulder, sighing since he knew he had to tell me.
                          
"Shigaraki was found... Getting nesting objects... We sent a spy that sent us a message, Bakugo listen carefully and stay calm... Izuku... He's in heat... Shigaraki plans to mate with him..." Keigo says as my blood freezed.
                          
My chest crushed under the weight of his words, I could only imagine the horrible meaning this had... It was playing on repeat in my head as my eyes grew wider with realization.
                          
Heat
                          
Mate
                          
Rape
                          
I shaked my head violently as I refused to let it sink in, I could still save him! I couldn't give up yet, I needed to stay strong for Deku!
                          
"When are we leaving!?" I screamed ready to up and go save him.
                          
"In 3 days Katsuki..." Kirishima said looking away from me.
                          
I was shocked, we had this horrible info, yet we would still leave as soon as the plans we're finished!?
                          
"What? We... We won't attemp to save him!?" I asked confused.