Chapter 31

                                    

                                          
Chapter 31
                          
Katie took the book and thanked everyone. we walked to security.  I was allowed to go with them.  I got us into the business lounge and upgraded them to first class. Sienna thanked me. So did Amelia and so did Katie. ‘Katie can I talk to you?’ I said. Katie nodded and got up. I pulled Katie away from Sienna and Amelia. ‘Katie’ I began. She butted in. ‘I’m sorry I don’t remember you Josh. I don’t want you to hate me, but I just don’t know what to say or do because I don’t know you and I don’t want to hurt you. You seem so lovely and Perfect and all my family love you but I don’t know who you are. I am sorry Josh.’ Katie said. A tear came to Katie’s eye. I hugged Katie. ‘Oh okay Katie. Don’t worry about what I was going to say. But please take this and keep it so that when you see it you can just remember me.’ I said handing Katie a box. She opened it. ‘It is your engagement ring.’ I said. Katie put it in her pocket. ‘Thank you Josh. I will try and remember what I know about you when I see it’ When Katie finished her sentence, their flight was called. Sienna and Amelia came over with the luggage and we walked to the gate. Amelia and I hugged. Amelia whispered ‘I Love you Josh, make sure you remember your promise and come visit me! Okay’ ‘I love you too Amelia. I will I promise.’ I whispered. Amelia stopped hugging me and walked away crying. Sienna hugged me and I whispered to her. ‘Sienna, Stay strong okay. I will visit okay. I have your address. I love Katie and always will. I just hope she remembers me soon. I have your number and you have mine so if she remembers me please call and I will get the next flight over.’ She whispered ‘Okay, bye Josh’ Sienna got up and walked over to Amelia crying. Next Katie came and hugged me.I whispered. ‘I love you’ Katie didn’t reply, I knew why. ‘I know you don’t love me anymore. That doesn’t mean I have to stop loving you.’ Katie began to cry. ‘Don’t cry Beautiful. You don’t remember me, so there is no need for me to be in your life anymore. Just have fun without me and try not to get in anymore accidents.’ I said to her. She was full on crying now. Katie grabbed Amelia’s hand and walked into the gate. Sienna handed the man the tickets. I was waving. They walked and walked, then disappeared. I couldn’t do it, I walked away. I got about 10 meters from the gate when I hear ‘JOSH!!!’  I turned around. Katie began to run to me! I did the same. On the way my phone fell out. I didn’t care. Katie was running to me. She jumped and I caught her. She locked her legs around my waist and kissed me. ‘I love you’ She said to me. I smiled ‘I love you too. But I can’t do this to you. You don’t remember me and I can’t do it. I am sorry Katie. I love you! But I have been told if you love someone that much you will let them go and if they love you too, they will find their way back to you. I want that not to force you to love me’ I said and Katie began to cry. ‘Go gorgeous. Just remember I love you and always will. Smile and stay strong.’ I kissed her and walked off. ‘JOSH!! She yelled. I didn’t turn around this time. I got to my phone and bent down and picked it up. It was smashed into a million pieces. I had lost her address and her forever. I never knew how much I needed her till now. She was gone forever and I could never get her back. I loved her and she loved me, I could tell by the way she looked at me on that day and on all the days before that she was truly in love with me. I know it’s not normal to date someone that wasn’t famous, but for me it felt normal. My life felt complete. I know girls get obsessed with celebrities, she was, this isn't an obsession its love.