Chapter 21

                                    

                                          
A year and a half later...
Today Aaron is coming back from his assignment in Pakistan and I can't wait to see him because I've missed him so much, especially after what happened to Emily. I haven't really gotten over that yet. I was getting a bit impatient sitting in the BAU conference room and I couldn't really think about the case even though it was about Doyle. I think that I looked at the elevator about a hundred times waiting for him to appear.
                          
"Wow, you seem busy" I hear from behind me and I turn
"Aaron!" I yell and I run to him. I jump on him and he laughs hugging me back. I get my feet on the ground again "I missed you" I say and I kiss him
"I missed you too" he says and kisses me "I love you" he says and kisses me again
"I love you too" I say and I kiss him. "I don't know how I feel about the beard though" I say looking at him
"Well, Jack isn't a fan" he says and I chuckle.
"I saw him yesterday and he misses you" I say
"I miss him too. But it's better to wrap this and then go home" he says
"Ok" I say and I kiss him. 
                          
"Anyway, with or without beard you're hot" I say and I kiss him
"Really?" he asks and kisses me again
"Aha. Either way, you can't spell Hotch without H-O-T" I say between kisses and he chuckles. "But you know what else I've missed all those months that you were gone?" I ask and I bit my lip 
"I have a few ideas" he says and kisses me. "I've called in the rest of the team but if we get to my office, we might have a few or more minutes before they come" he says
"Then what are we still doing here?" I ask and we run to his office like teenagers who are trying to sneak out.
                          
He locks the door and kisses me immediately. While kissing he also closes the blinds in case someone came in early. He pushes me on the couch and sits me on his lap. While kissing we start taking our clothes off. It was like we both couldn't wait any second longer. His lips go down to my neck and find the perfect spot immediately causing me to bit my lip in order not to let the moan that was coming escape. 
                          
I undo his pants revealing his hard erection as his hands massage my breasts. I take my pants off and I position myself over his lap. He puts his hands on my side making me want him even more because I've missed his touch so damn much. I go down slowly, taking him in. I moan and my head falls back in pleasure. It felt so fucking good to feel him in me again. With his help, I start moving up and down. I was sure that my nails were gonna leave scratches on his back but I didn't really care. As we were picking up speed, it was getting harder to control my moans. 
                          
Eventually, a moan escapes my lips. "Sh sh sh. We don't want the others to hear us, right babygirl?" he whispers in my ear. My hand goes down and I start circling my clit as the first groans escaped from Aaron. I could feel my orgasm building up and I wasn't sure if I could hold back much longer. A few thrusts later, I couldn't hold it anymore. My insides were throbbing against him as he cum with me. My entire body was shaking at this point. I pull away just enough so I could get him out of me and I lay on his chest. He wraps his arms around me and holds me on him. "I missed you" he says and kisses me
"I missed you too" I say and I kiss him again.
                          
When we both calmed down, we got dressed and went to the conference room where the rest of the team was already waiting. "Where were you two lovebirds?" Morgan asks
"You tell" I say sitting next to him
"Ok, you stay away from me for now" he says and I chuckle
"What? I'm a woman with needs that haven't been pleased for the last few months" I say
"Ok, ok, enough" he says
"I love making you uncomfortable" I say laughing
"Where did you do it so I know where to never touch again?" he asks
"Oh honey, he have done it all over the BAU. We even did it here once, on this table" I say
"You don't have a house?" he asks
"We do but we have exhausted all the places there" I say
"Oh God..." he says and I chuckle.
                          
"Can I have your attention please?" Aaron says and we all turn to him. "Seven months ago, I made a decision that affected this team. As you all know, Emily had lost a lot of blood after her fight with Doyle. But the doctors were able to stabilize her, and she was airlifted from Boston to Bethesda under covert exfiltration. Her identity was strictly need to know. And she stayed there until she was well enough to travel. She was reassigned to Paris, where she was given several identities, none of which we had access to, for her security" he says and I can't believe at what I'm listening.
"She's alive?" I ask trying to hold myself together
"But we buried her" Reid says
"As I said, I take full responsibility for the decision. If anyone has any issues, they should be directed toward me" Aaron says
                          
I hear footsteps and I look at the door. I see Emily standing in the doorway. I get up and I go hug her. I do my best not to cry as I hug my best friend who I thought was dead for the past seven months. I pull away and I look at her head to toe. "You look amazing" I say and she laughs
"Yeah, right" she says and I smile
"I missed you" I say and I hug her again
"I missed you too" she says.
                          
I pull away and Penelope goes to her. I go back to the table and I gather my things. I didn't even what to look at Hotch right now. "I know what you've been through. I understand that you're angry, but I hope that you understand that this is not about you or me. This was about saving Emily" Aaron says to me
"Stop. Just stop talking. Now it's not the time Hotch" I say and I leave the room.
                          
Meanwhile in the conference room...
"Oh no" Penelope says looking at me walk away from the room
"What is it?" Emily asks
"She only calls him Hotch when you're in the field or when she's really angry at him" Penelope says
"I get her. What he did... It isn't an easy thing to forgive" Morgan says.