Thirty-One

                                    

                                          
There you are, I thought you forgot about us" Namjoon chimed as I entered the kitchen
                          
"Sorry. I didn't know anyone else was home and bumped in Hoseok. He said he'd be down in a few minutes"
                          
"This is crazy, I honestly would not have believed you unless I saw for myself" Lisa admitted "I'm so happy for you and relieved because I know you're in good hands"
                          
"Thank you" I reply genuinely thankful for her sentiment "Babe what are we even having for dinner? You're not planning to cook are you?"
                          
"No I'm not cooking. I thought we could go out this time"
                          
"Can we? Should we?" I asked, starting to feel nervous again. Is he planning to expose our relationship? Is that why he was so open to meeting Lisa? What the hell is going on?
                          
"Yes we can and should, a friend of mine just opened a new restaurant and invited us for a private dinner before the grand opening in a few weeks. It'll be just us"
                          
"Oh. Okay. That sounds nice" I smiled grabbing his hand under the table, I was still shaking. Just then Hobi came into the kitchen looking delicious, he was still wearing his undercut from a recent music video shoot and it was my favorite look on him
                          
"Oh my gosh, is that J-hope?" Lisa's eyes got big again as she gawked at him from a distance
                          
"In the flesh" I say watching her freak out
                          
"Hi, Jung Hoseok. Pleased to meet you" he bowed to her and smiled brightly 
                          
"The pleasure is mine" I checked my phone and saw it was almost 8pm
                          
"I'm sorry Lisa I have a phone call with Michelle in a few minutes, will you be okay without me for a little while?"
                          
"Yeah, yeah go make your phone call"'she shooed me away as Hobi took the seat next to her
                          
"Alright then" I excused myself again this time Namjoon followed me. I went to his room and he closed the door behind us softly "Namjoon, sweetie what are you up to?"
                          
"Babydoll I swear I'm not up to anything, I really just wanted to spend some time with you. That's it"
                          
"Then why'd you tell me to invite her?"
                          
"She's leaving in less than two weeks, BTS will be almost too busy for you let alone anybody else it was just good timing. She's met "your boyfriend" so you should be off the hook now" he sat on the bed and I stood between his legs with my arms resting on his shoulders "If you're uncomfortable I can make up something and we can skip dinner"
                          
"That's not necessary. I'm really hungry" I giggled playing with the ends of his hair
                          
"You're always hungry, I don't know whose worse you or Jungkook" he joked patting my belly "You think you might be pregnant"
                          
I shook my head no, "I've taken six pregnancy tests since my birthday and they were all negative. I really gave my birth control a workout that day and I've made everyone go back to using condoms, most of the time, since then."
                          
"Okay" he kissed my belly "Would it be bad if you were though?"
                          
"Yes. I can't be pregnant, not right now. One, I wouldn't even know who the father is, two none of you have time to be a dad, three I'm not stable enough to raise a child on my own- Joonie let's just enjoy what we have right now and not move that fast. Baby you know I love you but we can't raise kids like this" He sighed heavily wrapping his arms around my waist
                          
"I know" was all he said. He fell back on the bed with my body topping his "It's eight" I rolled off him pulling my phone from my back pocket. I dialed Michelle's number waiting for her to pick up but it went to voicemail