A/N Hope sings this song, again these songs are not mine but in the story it will say that there Hope's but AGAIN THEY ARE NOT! The next song is by
Take me Home by cash cash ft. Bebe Rexha
TRIGGER WARNING SELF HARM‼️‼️
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"Ladies and Gentlemen Can we have a round of applause for Hope Evens who is going to be singing her last song for tonight" the announcer said as everyone clapped and cheered
Neville then walked me to the stage and helped me up. I walked towards the Microphone and grabbed it
"Hello guys! For tonight's last song I'm gonna be singing one of my own songs it's called Last dance till I go Home" I said as the bad began to play
I began to sing as the rest of them got up from there seats and went to the dance floor. I the decided to take a risk, I jumped down the stage and joined the dance floor. Luckily my microphone didn't have a wire to it.
I sang as I walked towards Amelia and Blaise, Amelia leaned her back on mine and I did the same as I sang inside the microphone, I walked to Goyal who spins me and my dress spreads out. As I stayed in the middle of the floor, I got prepared to sing the high note. I let my hands out and sang loudly as I hit the night note. Amelia, Blaise, Kellian, Goyal, Harry, Ron, Hermione, Neville, Luna, Crabbe, Adrian, Cedric, Cho, Fred and George all cheered, screamed and clapped as I did. I felt like I was in top of the world and it felt amazing. I hit the last note as the band stopped, I finished the song as everyone clapped for me and cheered. I blushed and smiled
"Thank you all! This past few month my life has been all over the place and it's been good, bad and horrible all together. I wanted to give up many times but then I remembered that I wasn't alone because I had my friends by my side, and I'm really trying not to sound cheesy but I could have done it without them so thank you guys!" I say laughing and smiling
They all laugh, smile, cheer and clap. As I go towards the stage to put the microphone on the stage I feel it get snatched out my hand, I turn to see Nik completely waisted.
"Nik what are you doing!" I said
"I just want to s-say something" Nik said practically mumbling
"Nik your drunk give me the microphone!" I spat walking towards him but he pushed me back
Everyone gasped and then Goyal and Kellian started walking towards us
"Hey! D-Don't move! No one move! You see everyone here is clapping for Hope and cheering her on like she's some kind of g-good person!" He was looking at me
"Nikolai stop!" I spat
"But in reality Hope is nothing but a lonely, slutty, motherless, brotherless, bitch! She's also Tom Riddles daughter!" Nik yelled
Tears filled my eyes, I heard everyone staring to whisper and gasp.
"Thats enough Mr. Black!" I heard Professor Dumbledore say
I turned me looked around as everyone stared at me with fear, my eyes began to water, I began to cry as everyone whispered, I wanted to disappear into thin air, I grabbed my dress and went running out the ball. Tears feel down my eyes non stop, I started to cry out loud. The one day I started to feel okay something had to go wrong, everyone knew who I was already. My life was gonna be completely miserable, everyone is going to hate me. I ran and ran till I got to the quidditch field.
"MOM! Why!? What did I do wrong?! I did everything!? I fought and I tried!" I cried out yelling
"I lost dad and I got back up, I lost Aiden and I got back up, I LOST YOU AND I GOT BACK UP! You gave me Aiden back and then he left me AGAIN!! WHY ME! PLEASE I JUST WANT PEACE I WANT TO BE OKAY!" I yelled out as it started to rain
"YOU DON'T GET TO ABANDON ME AND GIVE ME A HORRIBLE LIFE! That's not fair! MOM I CAN'T DO IT ANYMORE I WANT TO GO HOME PLEASE!! PLEASEEEE!" I sobbed
The rain pored down on me, I felt the cold water hit my skin. The rain making my hair wet and heavy, My dress got wet, mud started to form on the field.
"AIDEN!!! YOU PROMISED!!!" I cried out as yelled screaming
"AHH!!!! I'M DONE! I'VE LOST EVERYTHING!!" I screamed and sobbed
"NO MORE!" I yelled out
I grabbed my wand that was attached to the strap on my leg. I the pointed my wand to my wrist, I began to cry.
"HOPE STOP!" I turned around and saw Cedric
I stood up but still held my want to my wrist
"Why?! WHY CEDRIC!? I've lost everything! My life has NO MEANING TO IT!!" I cried out
"Because Hope! If you leave me I'll be the one BROKEN I'll be the one ALONE! I've never had a sister or a brother YOUR the closet THING I'VE GOT TO THAT!" Cedric yelled as he was soaking wet from the rain
"I CANT Cedric! IT HURTS TO DAM MUCH!" I shouted as it rained harder
"HOPE! STOP! ENOUGH WITH YOUR BULLSHIT!" Draco yelled running
"YOU THINK THIS IS BULLSHIT DRACO!!" I yelled
I dig my wand deeper into my wrist, the side of my wrist starts bleed as I was going towards my vein slowly
"OKAY STOP! I GET it!" Draco yelled
I could tell if he crying, all I can see is how soaking wet his tux was and how wet his hair was. The tips of his hair hovered a little over his eyes.
"Malfoy! I loved you! Yes I dated Harry first but I felt like...like It wasn't love it was..BEING soulmates....BUT YOU!" I began to sob
"I Where the first BOY Who made me feel loved! And beautiful and visible!! YOU ARE MY FIRST LOVE!! And there WAS A PART OF ME THAT WANTED MORE THAN ANYTHING FOR YOU...To Be My Last...I've never had that! I've always been shut down! I'VE KEPT EVERYONE OUT FOR A REASON!! But the Day you pulled me into that closet SOMETHING INSIDE OF ME LIT UP!! I tried my hardest to shut the door again and it worked but when I SEE you Draco All I want to do is to Jump into your arms and hug you, smell you, for you to tell me that THE PAIN WILL STOP! For you to be with me! But your not one for relationships" I cried out
We then heard a howl, we all turn. We see a giant, black, werewolf. He was on the other side of the field, we where pretty far from Hogwarts. We where next to the woods which is why it made sense to see a werewolf, we where on the quidditch field though why would he come here. I looked up and saw a full moon, I knew who that werewolf was. Professor Lupin.
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Fanfiction"Not one for emotion Evens...but I could give a good fuck" he whispered into my ear as my heart pounded Hope has always had a rough life but ever since she's heard of Hogwarts it's been her dream to attend. What happens when that dream finally come...
