i kiss her lips one more time before kissing down her body, stopping at her nipple and sucking. she moans quietly, causing me to smirk slightly. i kiss lower and lower until i'm at her underwear again. i grab onto her small underwear and tug them off, leaving them on the floor next to the bed. 
                          
i can see that whenever we get intimidate like this, her face turns a dark shade of pink and it doesn't go away until we are done. everything we do makes her either nervous, embarrassed, or excited. or maybe all three. 
                          
i bring my mouth down to her lower region, licking up and down slowly. i press my pointer finger up against her and push in slowly. she tenses up a bit, almost not expecting it. she whines in pleasure as i move my finger in and out slowly. 
                          
i pull my mouth away for a moment, kissing the inside of her thigh sweetly. "relax, hun." i take my free hand and rub her legs gently. 
                          
i insert my middle finger, bringing my face back downward and digging my tongue into her. i hear her slap her hands down on the bed and squeeze the sheets into fists. she lets out a satisfied 'uhh' noise. 
                          
i move my two fingers in and out of her faster, not getting sick of hearing the noises the makes. i flick my tongue as i watch her squirm in front of me, getting closer and closer by the minute. 
                          
i feel her grab my hand that was rubbing her leg and grip my fingers, squeezing them tightly. "a-ah lucy." she moans loudly, her head rolling back against the pillow. 
                          
"are you gonna cum for me, baby?" i kiss her thigh again, letting my fingers do all the work. i watch as her head nod frantically as she can't seem to let out any words. her breathing hitches, and i for sure know i'm doing a good job. 
                          
wanting to taste her, i bring my mouth back to her and lick up her again. dakota's hand comes down and tightly grips the hair on the top of my head, shoving my face into her. i chuckle, sending vibrations through her body leaving goosebumps.
                          
i spread apart my fingers, seeming to hit the right spot as she cries out in pleasure. "i'm gonna-" she doesn't finish her sentence as she breathes out heavy. she releases..which i knew that's what she was about to say. 
                          
i remove my fingers, licking her and then sucking on my fingers. she puts her arm over my face after watching what i did, embarrassed. i try to stop my face from being beet red as i bring my face up to meet hers. i remove her arm, catching her eyes. 
                          
"how is everything about you so beautiful?" i kiss her cheek. she shakes her head, making me pout at her. 
                          
"liar." she says, squeezing my cheeks with one hand under my chin. i shake my head this time, staring at her. even when she's flushed she looks incredibly good. "how are you so good at that though?" she asks, still panting lightly. 
                          
i giggle, watching her eyes glance from my face to my chest. "i had to do some research." i wink at her, laying beside her and covering us with a blanket. 
                          
"your research was..different." she says, pausing before saying the word 'different'. i furrow my eyebrows. 
                          
"why?" 
                          
"you're supposed to use your middle and ring finger." she says, making my face blush like crazy. i let out a nervous laugh and see that she's enjoying me. 
                          
"i still did good though." i point out. she hums, nodding. 
                          
i lay my head on her chest, a smile sitting on my face. i've never done what i just did to dakota before. it's never been that much. since i was new at everything, she had a fun time pleasuring me. and of course it was fun for me too. but now i got the hang of it, which is better for the both of us. 
                          
"hey." her voice is heard through my loud thinking. i lift my head to be face to face with her. she leans forward and kisses me, pulling away after a few seconds. "i'm so in love with you." she moves a hair from my face and grins. 
                          
"i am sooo in love with you." i say back, dragging out the o's in 'so'. she just looks at me, her eyes darting to every part of my face. "i'm so glad college worked out for us. we get to experience it, together." i say, watching her nod. 
                          
"together." she repeats the last word i said in a soft tone. i lay my head back down, enjoying her company. 
                          
i've never felt such a strong connection along with such confidence around anyone before. nate wouldn't call me beautiful randomly. he didn't tell me he loved me after sex, ridiculously. half of the time i wouldn't take my bra off because of the way he expected me to look perfect but i didn't see myself as that. he didn't like me without makeup, but i don't have to wear makeup for the rest of my life if i'm with dakota. 
                          
i don't know how dakota treated molly back in middle school. i mean, it was middle school. but in a way it bothers me to think about dakota treating someone else the way she treats me. because i know she makes me feel perfect. does molly feel perfect because of dakota? did dakota make everyone feel more confident in themself? not just me? 
                          
i just hope we never see molly again so i don't have to think about that again. i hope she's gone, across the country, the world, whatever. 
                          
"what are you thinking about?" i blink as i head dakota speak up again. i shake my head, not wanting to tell her. it's stupid, i know it is. but if anything separated dakota from me i'd be lost, trying to find my way back to my entire life. 
                          
something pops into my head at the last second. "our one year is in like a month." i say, tilting my head to look at her but keeping my cheek pressed against her bare chest. 
                          
"yeah, it is." i see her eyes sparkle a little from the light and all i can think of is how i got so lucy with this gorgeous girl. 
                          
"that's exciting." i kiss her chest lightly, closing my eyes again. she runs her fingers through my hair and massages my scalp. 
                          
i soak in this relaxation because starting tomorrow, everything changes. living on our own for the most part. parties. studying. long day and night classes. of course i'll get to cuddle with my girlfriend but not without being a little stressed. but i think we are ready. together we are endgame. 
                          
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