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THERE'S A FIRST TIME FOR EVERYTHING
                          
Wang Yibo P.O.V
                          
I'm sitting blankly in my room. What the hell is wrong with me? I don't know what I'm feeling right now. I'm feeling a lot of emotions at once, but in the meantime it feels like I'm feeling nothing at all. There's a piece of paper in my hand.
                          
Last night was awesome! I want to thank you for helping me. Hope you have a great day.
S
                          
It's been three days I met my angel's lookalike. It's been three days that we had a one night stand and then he disappeared next morning. I was having a great sleep that night after a long time. But then I woke up to an empty bed. The bed was cold, meaning he's left long ago. And I found a post-it note on the bedside table. It's a blue post-it note with a watermark of a bunch of flowers with an S in it. He left without any trace.
                          
I have a race today which everyone in my gang is looking forward. Because on today's race, there's going to be some new celebrity attending. I don't even care who that is.
                          
When I was silently sitting in my room someone knocked on the door and my mom came in. After what happened to me around a week back, my mom became for cautious and attentive of me. I don't really care anymore if they care about me or not. When they didn't care I was waiting for them to care. But now it feels awkward. I don't like it a single bit. I'm more comfortable alone.
                          
That day I stayed in my room the whole day and had a nervous breakdown. My body gave up and I was in a trance the whole night. When gege broke my room door, they found me lying on my bed pale and with my body unnaturally cold. They all were scared. The doctor came and checked and I laid unconscious for a whole day in my room.
                          
Mom brings me out of my trance. She brought someone to our house. "Your cousin came to our house. I'd like you to meet him."
                          
I look at her and nod. So she respects that I don't like strangers in my room! Good. I get up and put the note with all  my personal stuffs. Well personal stuff means some old photos of me and gege in our childhood, an old broken toy, a crispy old diary and a ring my grandma gave me. These are some of my treasured things I kept from my very childhood.
                          
When I got down I found an unknown guy sitting on the living room sofa. He's all smily and the first thing that came to my mind is, he talks too much!
                          
"Hi, Yibo."
                          
"Yibo. This is Jiaer. Your cousin. He was in America. Now he's some idol in Korea."
                          
Oh! Looks like my cousin is a celebrity. But I try to be civil. I give him a smile and extend my hand to shake. But this Jiaer rushes to hug me.
                          
"Bodi, you're still cute. Just like you were in childhood."
                          
I push him away from my body. Did nobody tell this guy I hate human touch? "First of all, don't touch me. Second, I'm not a child anymore." I turn around and prepare to go away and get ready for the race. But at the last moment I turn around. "And I'm not cute." I try to sound as unfriendly as possible.
                          
He was stunned. He stood there looking at me oddly.
                          
I left for the racing track where I met all my gang at the entrance. A-Jing was playfully flirting with Xian. We both know how A-Jing is, so Xian is also playing along with her. I got in the back of the racing track to get to bike and get into my gear, and the gang went to the end stand.
                          
I don't know why but I don't feel any motivation to win today's race. He Peng is there too. YiXuan came to me to talk and I tried hard not to look distracted.
                          
When we all got ready at the starting point I look at the announcement stand and got a shock for life. The man I had a one night stand with was sitting there with my cousin. They were talking like they were old friends. They seems too close. And the way they were talking didn't sit well with me.
                          
I just start the bike and get on with the race. But when I was halfway through the race he looks at the race and I find new energy to win the race. And finally when I do I look at the announcement stand and there he was, looking at me. He's face didn't show any expression.
                          
After the race I stood with HaoXuan and Elizabeth talking about the next race when Jiaer came to me.
                          
"Oh! My baby cousin became so cool. He even wins bike races now."
                          
I look at him not saying anything. But HaoXuan became excited. "Wait, Yibo, Jackson Wang is your cousin?"
                          
What's with these people? Is Jiaer really that famous? I didn't even know him. But that's not much of a surprise either, as I don't keep up with entertainment much. But HaoXuan kept gushing over Jiaer asking for an autograph for his boyfriend.
                          
The man with Jiaer was just looking at the situation unfolding before his eyes, but said nothing. So Jiaer introduced him with us.
                          
"This is Xiao Zhan. He goes by Sean. He's a neurosurgeon from Canada. Now working here in Beijing Multispeciality Hospital. Actually we were childhood friends, but then he moved to Canada and I moved to US. Later I found him through one of my friends Austin. He's awesome!"
                          
"Ah! Jackson. You're exaggerating!" He speaks to Jiaer in English. As if they're used to talk in English.
                          
So, Sean? That's why he signed with an S? Cool!
                          
Jiaer and HaoXuan kept talking and Xiao Zhan kept looking at them listening to whatever they had to say. I don't know what they were talking about, but suddenly one thing came to me from their conversation. Jiaer was saying, "There's a first for everything." And it hit me.
                          
He was right. There's a first for everything. Like the feelings I'm feeling around Xiao Zhan. Those were first for me. Even though it's unknown I like this feeling.
                          
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Hello guys! Awkward host is back with another chapter... It's more like a filler chapter... Because right now I can't think anything... I'm working all day and my language classes are back to back.... I'm so tired...
                          
Oh and also I realised I have put Jackson and Amber as Yibo's friends gang..... But for the purpose of the story I removed them from there... I hope you enjoy...
                          
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