I tell Frigga that I am still getting ready as an excuse to not attend Thor's party. I feel bad for lying to her though. But it's for the better of myself. If I did go I would lose it and go mad. At least I think I would, I'm more disappointed than mad.
I sit on the edge of my terrace reading a random book Sigyn picked out for me to read. I have stacks on stacks of books she requested for me. She seems to enjoy very much and I just accepted them to make her happy, I couldn't bare to see her sad. I've also became interested in the books, so I have no reason to decline.
I hear the music playing from a distance. I don't fancy over parties. The last party that I actually enjoyed was my last birthday celebration I've had. After that I asked Frigga not to plan anything but a simple dinner with my family and Sigyn of course. I would sometimes join gatherings with Sigyn but if she dares to come get me for this party in particular I will be angry, not towards Sigyn. I'm not quite sure hwat I'd be angered for. Why must I be so difficult?
I hear skipping outside my door at the end of the hallway. Alerted I close my book, get into my room, throw the book onto my bed, comb my hair through my hair, and open the door. To my surprise it is my Sigyn. Why am I surprised?
"Hello, love." I plant a kiss on her forehead and invite her into my room.
I notice her attire and can't help but smile on how much we match.
As she walks in she stumbles, but she regains balance and flops on my bed. Her cheeks are flushed and she seems out of place.
"Have you been drinking, darling?" I ask nervously, because of what she might have come up here for.
"Not too much." She slurs. "Where were you? I haven't seen you in a long time."
"It's been a day."
She looks at me confused like a kitten. How adorable.
"Has it? Nevermind, that is not what I came here for. Come sit." She pats the spot next to her patiently. I sit fairly close and give her my full attention, like I've always done.
"I woke up with the strangest feeling that something bad is going to happen and it left for awhile but it just returned. It's actually starting to physically hurt it's so exhausting. I haven't been able to focus correctly."
Does this have to do with my plan? No it can't be. She doesn't know, no one knows. I haven't done anything suspicious lately.
"Describe the feeling you have to me a little bit more, dear." I wrap my arm around her body and pull her closer to me.
"It's very unnerving. The feeling you get when you know will lose a fight. Or when you receive terrifying news that you could not cope. The feeling to me has been dragging me down all day." She gazes into my eyes as if just by looking into then she'll find an answer and all her worries will disappear.
"It's most likely the Valkyrie ceremonies that are coming up soon. The emotions just came early so that they aren't during them. It isn't a feeling of future destruction, darling, you are just extremely nervous that it has disguised itself as something else." I kiss her cheek and embrace her. Hopefully that tones her instincts down until after the plan succeeds.
"Thanks, Loki." She mumbles into my chest and hugs me tightly.
"Now how about we join the party?" I grin letting the embrace slip away.
"Are you sure? I'm actually quite tired." Her face cringes and she yawns.
"Should we stay here and sleep then, love?" I take her hand and kiss it. She blushes and our hands lace together.
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Devotion For Salvation (LokixSigyn) ON HOLD
FanfictionEntreat me not to leave you, or return from following after you. For wherever you go, I will go. And where you live, I will live. Where you die, I will die, and there I will be buried. Nothing but death will part you and I. For I, am forever devoted...