we're going in circles again and again

                                    

                                          

she's been hurting. her boyfriend of three years called it quits and had already filled her old spot with somebody new in an instant. she has been dealing with this on her own and she knows it's bad to bottle everything inside. she thought, i have to talk to someone about this.
so, she called him. 
and he answered the phone the second he saw her name pop on the screen, "hey"
"my heart hurts."
"what happened?"
"i don't know." she chuckled, "it's stupid."
"you called me." he said sternly, "and you don't call unless you have to tell me something important."
"it's huening kai."
"what did he do? did he hurt you?"
"yeah, i guess."
"what did he do?"
"he broke up with me."







"do you want me to come over?"







"no, it's okay. it's just, i don't understand how he just easily replaced me. three years was a pretty long time. i mean, i know i'm not that pretty or anything, but i'm sure i gave him all the love and care i could provide for him... and now i don't even think if that was enough." she started to cry and he could hear how her voice changed, "i'll never get over him getting over me."
trying his best to sound calm, "he's not worth your tears. you're the most loving, caring, and beautiful person i've ever met and he gave all that up." he's a douche and he did not, and does not, deserve you.
"you think so?"
"i know so."
"can i ask you something?"
"go ahead."
"do you think he'll miss me?"


he knows that huening kai's been cheating on her for a couple months now, but never told her because he also knows how much she loves and cares for the guy. he should have told her, he knows that, but it's better that huening kai broke things with her before she found out about the other girl. "i feel like he will." 






he lied.







"okay"
"okay"
"jay?"
"yeah?"









"thanks for being a friend."











"i'll always be here for you."