No excuses author note

                                    

                                          
I would like to personally apologize to everyone who has enjoyed this story of mine. 
                          
I really didn't think anyone was going to like it and I am honestly very happy people do. 
                          
Why didn't I post updates on this story for years or even end it? Honestly the real reason is sad. 
                          
When I wrote this story I was in my first relationship. I was so in love that a lot of this story reflected that. Then all of a sudden that relationship ended horrible. So horrible that the concept of love was hard to write about, even reading it was bad. I was in a dark place for so long. 
                          
After so long I can finally say life has been good for me. I learned about something that I was lacking. I learned self love and happiness. My heart was broken but I was young back then. Now I am more mature and finally happy. I worked on myself for so long and love how strong and confident I am now.
                          
I know this is not a valid excuse for making everyone wait this long. Honestly I love this story. I want to finish it. But I feel as though it would be awkward to pick up something I couldn't even touch for awhile. 
                          
Please let me know if you all want this story to update and eventually find closure. 
                          
Also thank you all for the comments about my grammar and English. This isn't my first language. But I am learning. Also thank you for the die hard fans who took time to message me.