i miss them

                                    

                                          
Jo came back with a coffee and a croissant for herself and she brought a chocolate chip muffin for me. I didn't notice that she came into my room, "Hey!" she said taking a sip of her coffee. I got you a muffin" she said as she puts her hand in front of my face. I didn't move but all I said was "Chocolate chip?"  "yea, how did you know?" with my voice breaking  I replied with," Because that was the last thing I held before I got... you know, I miss him. Jo simply put the muffin away "miss who?" I turned my head towards her and looked up and down, "My family... I miss my dad's act of goofiness, my mom's kindness,  my grandma's cooking, and especially my brother's smile, he had the happiest smile in the world, he had my mom's smile, and I got my dad's eyes and nose " I simply smiled and to be honest it's been a long time since I smiled like that. Jo put her hand on my shoulder and handed me her butter croissant. "Here do you want my butter croissant?"  "Can't I'm allergic to butter" I said.  I went back to staring at the wall, She sighed and took another sip of her coffee. She liked my smile and she thought that I never really got a chance to talk about my family, she grabbed both of my hands and I looked at her beautiful green eyes and then I looked back and gasped! I quickly grabbed her arm and shoved her towards me, I got my pillow and threw it across the room in my mind I thought I hit him but I other peoples mind I just threw a pillow for no reason. Jo was shocked like she knew I was having hallucinations but she didn't think that they were this bad. Soon I put the covers over my head once more and started praying. Jo got up and asked the nurse if she could set up for an EEG brain scan, the nurse replied " she already got a head C.T I-"  Jo cuts her off "I know that I  want to get her a brain EEG as soon as possible please." 
                          
She came back to my room biting her bottom lip. I had just pulled my head over the covers and stared at her walking in again, " You okay now, is he gone? What would you like me to get you to eat? " 
                          
"Nothing, I don't want anything," I said 
                          
" But, you said that you will eat if- "
                          
" I'll try in the morning." i said.