Chapter 4

                                    

                                          
Yeah so I shouldn't really have my phone but I wanted to write so bad. Literally I wrote this at 1 am on my floor. I may or may not have an issue. Anyways enjoy!
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Suga's POV
                          
*On his way to Lunch*
                          
I just need this day to be over
                          
My breakdown during practice and Daichi and I's run in with Tora. It's all too much to handle. Even though he called me boyfriend, I know he didn't really mean it. And him grabbing my hand was Daichi being over protective.
                          
Even if there's a chance he loves me, I can't take that risk. The risk that I'll be broken forever and lose a friendship I could never have again.
                          
I wiped the tears forming at the corner of my eyes and walked faster to the courtyard. 
                          
I really should eat with them, but no. I can't let Daichi see me like this. He doesn't need to worry over me anymore.
                          
Before I could even react, I crashed into a broad figure and nearly fell. That is until....
                          
Quickly, the man put one hand around my waist and the other gently grabbed my upper arm. He pulled me up and one of my hands rested on his chest.
                          
"Suga, you gotta watch where you're going. I'd hate to see that beautiful face get damaged~"
                          
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Beautiful?
                          
My eyes adjusted again to see Daichi giving me a goofy grin. Immediately, a blush spread across my face for the 5th time today. I tried to break out of his grasp, but he only gripped my waist tighter.
                          
His sculpted chest under my hand rose and fell at a steady pace. I could feel his pulse and it sent shivers down my spine with every beat. Just thinking about it sent heat flaring through my entire face.
                          
"That's a pretty cute blush. It looks good on you~" Daichi had a slight red tint on his face as well. 
                          
The contact. It's just the contact.
                          
"T-thanks...I guess. S-shouldn't you b-be on the roof with Asahi?"
                          
"I could ask you the same thing."
                          
Damn
                          
Daichi always knows when somethings up. Nothing ever gets past him and nothing ever will. 
                          
"It's just been a long day and all. So I thought I would just walk around for a bit to clear my head."
                          
"Same here. Hey, if you want, do you wanna walk together since we both aren't going to the rooftop? If you just want to be alone, I completely understand."
                          
I wouldn't ever turn down an opportunity to be alone with Daichi. I'll never know when someone will come in and take him away forever.
                          
"Yeah that sounds great! But maybe we should sit down eventually to eat." 
                          
Daichi smiled and finally let me go, hesitantly. Luckily no one was around to see this or it could've been bad. 
                          
At this point, my face calmed down a bit, but it was still donning a dark pink.
                          
I don't know how much longer I can stay around him before I confess. Its that or someone else tells him instead of me. 
                          
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