sixteen

                                    

                                          
16| it's right
"i love you kook!"
jungkook stiffened hearing that voice say that, the voice he loved, the owner being the person he fell for. it was doing incredible bubbly things on the inside of him, but it felt wrong. no- it felt right, more than right.
but he felt wrong at place. taehyung shouldn't get someone who has nothing to offer him and will be only a burden in the silver haired's beautiful life. jungkook felt wrong at place, because he can'g give taehyung what he deserves. 
he slowly placed his hands on taehyung's, pulling them off from his body, as he turned around to look at the older. his heart clenched at the view of taehyung crying, face red and puffy.
"angel, you shouldn't feel this way." he plainly said.
the older looked at jungkook and then to the grave behind him. "c-can i talk to your mother?" taehyung then asked and jungkook nodded lightly, his heart beating on an animalistic pace.
"hello mrs jeon... i'm taehyung and i heard that jungkook told you a lot about me. i would also tell everyone so much of jungkook, because he is in my mind 24/7." he chuckled lightly. 
"i just found out what you and kook had to go through and i'm sorry that it happened to you and i'm happy that it's over now. that man didn't deserve to get called father or husband by you two."
"b-but i also know that jungkook is scared to lose me because of that.. but please tell him that he shouldn't worry about what i am going to do, because i won't leave him. the way we found to each other is an unusual way, but i couldn't be happier. at least i got to him.
"jungkook is a wonderful boy and handsome too, he just doesn't want to get this into his mind." a giggle left taehyung's lips. "mrs jeon... you don't need to worry about jungkook, i will take care of him. whatever he thinks is his fault, is not true. it wasn't his fault for being weak, as long as i know, he was only 14. it would've been more surprising if he was able to beat a grown up man." taehyung sighed.
"i am dumb for not noticing how much jungkook was hurting inside. i knew there was something keeping him down, but it was hard for me to understand. i know now. and i understand... and i also understand why he doesn't want to stay with me. he doesn't want to be a rock lying in my way- but he is the one paving it.
"maybe he has not enough money, but i don't care. the only thing he can offer me is his love? then so it be, because it's the only thing i need from him. and probably cuddles, but we'll get there. i don't care about materialistic things, such as a house or nice furnitures. and about friends and family... i will be that for jungkook.  
"he thinks he is alone now, but he will never be alone, as long as i'm alive. be sure that whatever he tries to do in order to push me away from him, won't work.  i will never leave him.
"because i love him too much to leave him. 
thank you mrs jeon for bringing jungkook onto this planet. he is precious. really damn precious."
"goodbye, mrs jeon."
taehyung smiled lightly and turned around, meeting jungkook's eyes that were filled with tears. 
taehyung smiled at the younger. "i love you, kookie."
jungkook stared at him, a soft smile forming on his lips, as he let a quiet sob out. and no second got wasted and he was speed walking towards the silver haired, cupped the older's face in his hands and connected their lips with each other.
taehyung's eyes widened, but soon he closed them, letting jungkook guide him and kissed him back. he smiled into the kiss, having a tight grip on jungkook's leather jacket, while a few tears from before rolled down his cheeks. jungkook moved his hands to taehyung's waist, pulling him closer and deepening the kiss.