His Biggest Mistake...

                                    

                                          
-(The Next Day)-
                          
(Ingrid's POV)
                          
"Nice Felix, you answered this correctly." I said, as I glanced at Felix's practice answers.
                          
"Of course I did, I knew that it was the right answer." 
                          
"You got that question wrong seven times before this th-," but before Dimitri could finish his face got met with Felix's foot.
                          
Today was a nice, warm, bright sunny day and I had to use this day helping Felix with his homework....fun.
                          
But Felix was a fast learner so I was fine with teaching him, but there was the other person who was supposed to show up..
                          
"Where's Sylvain, didn't he ask me to help him yesterday with his homework?" I asked, as Dimitri fixed his hair.
                          
"I don't know, I thought I saw him this morning...but he didn't look happy."
                          
Then as if we summoned him, Sylvain walked into the library with the most angriest face I've ever seen.
                          
"There you are dumbass, sit down In-,"
                          
"Ingrid what the hell is wrong with you?" everyone was silent, I was shocked he asked me that question.
                          
"H-Huh, what the heck do you-,"
                          
"Yesterday..when you were chatting to Lena...you really let her say that to you?"
                          
"Y-You!? You were listening, have you no-,"
                          
"I don't care what you think right now, I'm still upset about what you said!"
                          
"What did I say, what's more, have you no shame?! Listening in on someone else's conversation?!"
                          
"DO I LOOK LIKE I CARE RIGHT NOW?!"
                          
"WELL YOU SHOULD CAUSE IT'S NOT VERY POLITE OF YOU!!"
                          
"ARE YOU SERIOUSLY GONNA LET LENA TAKE ADVANTAGE OF YOU?! ARE YOU REALLY...."
                          
"Really what?! SAY IT YOU-,"
                          
"ARE YOU REALLY GONNA HAVE NOTHING TO DO WITH ME IN THE FUTURE?!" again the silence had returned, I could hear my heart pounding faster as my blood started pumping faster with anger.
                          
"WHY DO YOU EVEN CARE?! YOU'RE ALWAYS RUNNING AROUND WITH OTHER GIRLS AND FLIRTING LIKE YOU ALWAYS DO!" 
                          
I don't care about that.....as long as he was there I was fine with it..
                          
 "WHAT DIFFERENCE WILL IT MAKE IF ONE GIRL HAS TO STAY IN YOUR LIFE FOREVER?!"
                          
He wants me to stay with him....but why....out of all the people...
                          
 "I'M NOT ALWAYS GONNA BE THERE TO PICK UP AFTER YOU!"
                          
That's not true...I'll stay with him forever, I'll make sure he stays happy!
                          
 I'M GONNA HAVE A LIFE OF MY OWN, EVEN IF IT'S WITHOUT YOU!" 
                          
No....I don't want that life....I want a life..
                          
That includes you...
                          
I felt tears trickling down my face as Sylvain stared at the floor in what I think was shock. But when he looked up at me, my heart had instantly shattered to millions of pieces.
                          
He had the saddest and loneliest expression I have ever seen...like he was about to die with the biggest regrets on his shoulders..
                          
"So...you really don't care about me at all then..."
                          
"I-I-I,-"
                          
"Hey you two come on, let's all get along. Don't let these kind of things get to-,"
                          
"FINE THEN I DON'T GIVE A SHIT!" we all turned at Sylvain who's pained expression was now mixed with anger.
                          
"W-What do-,"
                          
"I DON'T GIVE A CARE WHAT HAPPENS TO YOU INGRID! HELL YOU WON'T EVEN CARE WHAT HAPPENS TO ME!!"
                          
No...I lied....please no...
                          
"YOU OBVIOUSLY THOUGHT THAT ALL THE THINGS I'VE DONE FOR YOU WERE POINTLESS AND A WASTE!"
                          
No....you have no idea how happy you've made me feel Sylvain..
                          
"I CARED SO MUCH ABOUT YOU ONLY TO HEAR YOU SAY THAT TO SOMEONE, IT BROKE ME INGRID!"
                          
"S-Sylvain-,"
                          
"I DON'T WANT ANYTHING MORE TO DO WITH YOU INGRID!"
                          
"N-No..Sylvain I-,"
                          
"WHY SHOULD I LOVE SOMEONE WHO NEVER CARED ABOUT ME AT ALL?!" in an instant my heart had stopped, I could hear nothing but the sounds of my breathing getting faster...and faster... 
                          
I felt the tears fall from my eyes as they trickled down my cheeks non-stop now...
                          
Pure pain...a feeling I haven't felt in so long...        
                          
"YOU IDIOTS! WHAT ARE YOU TWO DOING?!" Felix yelled, as he walked over to us.
                          
"Why the hell are you fighting right now?! We should be talking this out together and not-,"
                          
 But I didn't bother to listen to what he was about to say, nothing else had mattered at this point as I ran out of the library. I could hear Dimitri and Felix trying to call me back....but not Sylvain.
                          
I continued to run my heart in pieces, my eyes watery with tears, and my voice cracked and hoarse. 
                          
Why....why did I have to be such a fool and say those things...if I didn't then maybe...
                          
But when I turned to my right I felt the ground collapse under me as I fell down a cliff. I covered my face as my body started to roll down and down getting cuts and bruises all over my arms and legs. When I finally stopped I noticed that I was stuck in some kind of hole...
                          
"H-hello?! Is anyone t-there?!" I cried, but no one had shown up. I tried to climb up but then the dirt I was climbing had fallen and filled in a quarter of the hole with dirt as I fell down back to the ground.
                          
If I climbed the hole would get filled more and more with dirt to where I would suffocate...and die..
                          
I continued to try and call for help but no one came...I finally gave up after what seemed an eternity of yelling and started trying to clean my wounds with the rag I had in my pocket.
                          
"WHY SHOULD I LOVE SOMEONE WHO NEVER CARED ABOUT ME AT ALL?!"
                          
So he did love me....this whole time he....felt the same way I did..
                          
I tried to stand again but the cuts and bruises on my left leg began to sting making me sit back down. For some reason...out of all the times in the world a memory started resurfacing...one with me and Sylvain..
                          
I was walking around the woods trying to find some type of plant...but I tripped and fell into a pit.
                          
I was there for what seemed to be a long time...crying and hoping that someone would come to save me. But as the time went on I thought that I would never get saved...
                          
"Ingrid! Ingrid I'm here to save you!"
                          
Somehow....Sylvain had heard my cries for help and saved me that day, his gentle touch as he cleaned my wounds, his reassuring voice that brought back all the happiness I lost, and his smile...his sweet, handsome smile that made me keep going...
                          
"Don't ever leave like that again! Or I won't be able to save you!"
                          
His hugs were always my favorite...out of all the hugs I've ever received his was my favorite. It made me feel like I could fit just well in his arms...like we were meant to be.....
                          
But now.....
                          
His pained and angry face came to mind, making all the happy memories of him that I had seem almost distant and beyond my reach..
                          
I was now all alone...
                          
(END OF CHAPTER)
                          
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(Not gonna lie this made me depressed but I had to write it. I hope you guys have an amazing rest of your day/evening!! Only about 2 more chapters till this story is over! Bye Bye!!)