I'm sorry.

                                    

                                          
"Y/n, I love you.." You looked up at him and you were happy to see him in front of you.
                          
His confession made your heart warm. He was everything you ever wanted and saying him made you happy. 
                          
"Don't go with him!" You turned around and saw Shoto. 
                          
He grabbed your hand and gazed into your eyes making you feel as if you were the most important thing to him. 
                          
"Yn, please don't listen to him. You're mine!" 
                          
The two boys fought over and over again and you couldn't think of anything. You didn't know what to say and your mind was clouded over. Which did you love? Love. 
                          
[back to you]
                          
I woke up with a pain over my heart. My breath was heavy and I felt as if I had just run a marathon. The boy that I've loved since kids finally told me he had loved me back but I couldn't understand why I had these feelings of doubt. I sighed and I began to get ready for school. I still hadn't told Tamaki about Shoto and I getting together and I really didn't want to since I'd mean we'd stop doing what he had been doing. It wasn't like I liked him or anything I just liked being with him was all. 
                          
"Y/n." 
                          
I turned around and saw my mom standing by my door. I walked over to her and she smiled. 
                          
"Your boyfriend is here to pick you up~" 
                          
My heart started to beat fast. I hadn't told my mom that Shoto and I were together so I had no idea how she knew. I started to head downstairs and I slowly opened the door but to my surprise it wasn't the person I was expecting. 
                          
"H-Hey y/n.." He says with a nervous smile.
                          
Seeing him here made me feel weird and I didn't know what to say to him. Being near him made my heart skip fast and I just wanted to stay like this.  
                          
"I-I just wanted to make sure you made it safely.." 
                          
I felt happy and grabbed his hand. Was this wrong for me to do now that I was with Shoto? 
                          
"L-Let's just go.." I nod and we start to walk to school. 
                          
The way to school was quiet and peaceful. I enjoyed each second of it and I was sad when we had to split in opposite directions. 
                          
"I'll see you later.." I nod and he walks away. 
                          
I stare back at him as he leaves and hoped he'd do the same. I felt a tap on my shoulder and I turned around. Seeing him already made me nervous. I wasn't sure what to say or do and I was nervous to even do anything. He placed his hand on mine and his other hand on my cheek. 
                          
"I missed you." 
                          
He slowly moved his head towards mine and placed a gentle kiss on my lips which made my heart leap. I stared into his eyes for what seemed an eternity. I felt as if I stared away for even a second he'd disappear. Why was it that he always knew how to surprise me? He wrapped his arms around me and placed his forehead on mine. I always knew Shoto to be cold and I've never seen an affectionate side. It almost felt like a dream and I never wanted to wake up. 
                          
"We should head to class." I nod and he held my hand the whole way to class. 
                          
It felt awkward getting attacked with questions by everyone. I honestly had no idea what to tell them since I didn't know either. 
                          
Tamaki's POV 
                          
"Amajiki!" 
                          
I turned around and saw Nejire with her usual cute smile. She grabbed my hand and looked into my eyes. 
                          
"I need to tell you something!" 
                          
I was confused by what she was on about but I let her lead me outside. We sat by the bench and she stayed quiet. She suddenly started to cry and I had no idea what was going on. Usually when Y/n was sad I would hug her and make sure she was alright. I held Nejire close and she surprisingly held me back. She cried until her tears ran out and she could finally speak. 
                          
"He left me. I was stupid to think he'd stay." 
                          
I didn't know what to say to her. I was happy but at the same time I felt bad that happened to her. I was also confused about my feelings on y/n so did I really want to take this as an opportunity to get closer to her? 
                          
"You're not stupid! He's the dumb one who couldn't value what he had. You're an amazing person Hado-san and you don't need him to make you feel that way." 
                          
In the end I ended up telling her the things she wanted to hear. I glanced over at my phone and I really wanted to message her. I needed to see her again. Nothing was going well for me and my head was filled with a thousand thoughts but she was the only one I could clearly see. 
                          
"I have to go Hado-san. If you need anything I'm here." I smile and she nods. 
                          
I had to see her. If I did then everything would be clear. I looked everywhere for her but I was beginning to lose hope. 
                          
"Shoto.." That was her voice.  
                          
I turned the corner and my eyes widened as I saw her. Todoroki had his arms wrapped around her and his lips were pressed against hers. I couldn't believe this and I was hoping it was some sick joke. 
                          
"T-Tamaki?" 
                          
She looked over at me. Her e/c glistened and her hair swayed. She really was beautiful more than I can say. I always thought I'd be the only one kissing her gentle lips and holding her close. Seeing her this way broke my heart more than I can say. 
                          
"I'm sorry I interrupted you two." 
                          
I walk away as fast as possible. I couldn't explain how I was feeling anymore but I knew I didn't want to be anywhere near her right now. I knew it was over for me and I never had the chance to tell her I loved her.  


                          
I hope you guys enjoyed this chapter even though writing it made me sad and mad at the same time. -A