Jordan - Fourteen

                                    

                                          
14 - Jordan
She left; it shouldn't hurt. I can barely feel fucking physical pain, my chest shouldn't hurt right now. There is no reason that I should feel empty, like a massive piece of me is missing. We were playing a dangerous game when she slept over. Yea, it wasn't on purpose we were both just beat, she just got done a fourteen-hour shift, but then it happened again. I got too comfortable around her.
I tried running after her but she was through the crowd and out the door before I could get close. Jenkins was also laughing as she walked out and I about jumped the fuck out of him later in the night when he was outside in the parking lot alone. Kase shoved me in a vehicle and drove us all to another bar to make sure it didn't happen.
Now I'm home laying in my bed, no idea what fucking time it is. All I know is that my head feels like someone is using it as a punching bag and I was nauseous as fuck.
I pulled myself out of bed, and ran to empty the contents of my stomach into the toilet again. Flushed, rinsed and headed to the kitchen, I needed hangover cure. She left; I drank...a fucking lot. Went to another bar and drank some more. I don't remember how I got home...a lot.
"Morning sleeping beauty." Aiden laughed.
"Fuck off" 
"Well someone pissed in your cheerios."
"Again, fuck off."
"Bacon?" I grabbed some of the bacon off the plate that he was fixing.
"Thanks." 
"So, you drank a lot last night."
"How'd I get home."
"My questions first. Advil." He handed me the pills and a drink.
"What." I took the pills and drank most of the Pedialyte mix he gave me.
"Why'd you drink so much."
"Woman problems, how the fuck did I get home?"
"I drove you; we can go get your car later. What women? You never drink that much."
"Just one woman."
"Who idiot." I looked up at him, squinting because it's bright as fuck. 
"Summer."
"Thought y'all did the one and done back like in November or some shit."
"Yea well, it became a friend with benefit situation that she broke off yesterday morning."
"What!" He laughed.
"Fuck you." He is so damn loud.
"You basically had a fucking girlfriend for the past four months dude!  I didn't even know! Why'd she break it off?"
"She said she couldn't fall for me."
"Alright so that's an easy out for your man. Go find some fucking tail. Seems like you've only had the same one for way too long!"
"I already fucking fell Aiden." His eyes went wide, mine were on him serious.
"What?" I ran my hands over my face a few times.
"I already fucking fell for her. We accidently spent the night together twice and waking up with her in my arms just fucking felt...right. Every time we were together just fucking felt right. It was easy, easy to talk to her, easy to share shit with. Just fucking right."
"Holy shit." He rubbed his chin. "Okay..." He set orange juice in front of me. "What are you going to do about it." I shook my head.
"Nothing, she doesn't want it. Neither of us do commitments like that."