Chapter 9

                                    

                                          
“We can’t go on like this…” Yoongi sighs and Jin pouts.
                          
“I’m sorry.” the elder says but Yoongi shakes his head.
                          
He was determined to find something Jin likes today, but so far they had been unsuccessful. Yoongi had first taken him to a zoo, then another mall, then a lake, but it was all for naught.
                          
Jinnie wasn’t particularly interested in animals, nor did he like shopping much, and swimming wasn’t a choice, the weather being too cold.
                          
At least the view is nice.
                          
“It’s getting late, we’ll keep going another day.” Yoongi says, as he cuddles up to Jin. The sun reflects on the water.
                          
Even though Yoongi hadn’t achieved his goal today, it was still a nice day with his older boyfriend.
                          
“Still, you put so much effort into this, and I—“ but he cuts himself off with a shriek when Yoongi scrambles into his lap, and places his hands on his shoulders.
                          
“It’s okay. You can’t force yourself to like something. Now shut up.”
                          
The younger leans in to press a shy kiss to Jin’s lips.
                          
Yoongi is still nervous whenever he kisses him on the lips. He knows that they’re equally inexperienced, so he doesn’t really have to worry.
                          
But Yoongi wants it to be perfect.
                          
He knows that Seokjin’s only experience is years back, and for himself, everything regarding touches and kisses ended after that night.
                          
So this is nice.
                          
Kissing him is nice.
                          
He locks his arms behind the elder’s head as he pushes forward. It’s only a clash of lips for now, but with the pace they’re going at, the younger is sure it’s not going to be for long.
                          
Jin’s hand slips to Yoongi’s waist, when he opens his mouth to let the elder in.
                          
It’s not like the movies make it seem, Jin’s tongue in his mouth doesn’t taste like strawberries or anything similar sweet.
                          
It’s not as if he’s seeing stars behind his closed eyelids, and there’s probably nicer things to do.
                          
But Yoongi likes this.
                          
It’s been long since he’s been kissed like this, and it feels intimate.
                          
When Jin pulls away, they’re both panting, and Yoongi wonders if his own lips are as equally red and shiny as the elder’s.
                          
Then Jin goes in again.
                          
As soon as his lips are on the younger's again, Yoongi suddenly feels himself being pushed down.
                          
Seokjin is on top of him, but they don’t kiss for long, because the elder pulls back as soon as Yoongi hits the grass.
                          
“I’m sorry.” he breathes.
                          
Yoongi blinks. He pushes himself up onto his elbows.
                          
“What for?” he tilts his head.