Losing my cool pt 1

                                    

                                          
Warning: trigger warning. Talking about self harm, sexual abuse as well as verbal and physical.

                          
Annabella's POV:
                          
I woke up the next morning and decided to get up and shower to get ready for school. While in the shower I got lost in my thoughts and after a while I got out and wrapped the towel around my body and went to the closet. I grabbed some high waited jeans and one of Tyler's shirts and one of his hoodies. Should have seen this one coming babe! I thought to myself. Internationally laughing. I went out of the room to feed the kids before I left for school. I went into the kitchen and got some food prepared and brought it into there room so they could eat. We made small talk about Dora and some other cartoons. After the finished I left there room and went to wake Tyler up. I slowly went into the room but he wasn't in bed anymore. I heard the shower running so I went and sat on the bed and waited. After a little bit he came out and was in just a towel and hot damn my boyfriend is fucking sexy.
                          
"Done checking me out yet?!" He said chuckling.
                          
"Eh, I've seen better." I decided to tease. He raised an eyebrow and started walking towards me. 
                          
" Is that so?" He said as he started to tickle me. "Say I'm the sexiest guy in the world." I couldn't stop laughing. 
                          
"Y-your the sexiest g-guy i-in the w-world." I said in between laughter. He stopped and kissed me and pulled away and started getting dressed. 
                          
"By the way. Are my clothes really that comfortable that you have to keep stealing them?" He asked as he pulled a shirt over his head. 
                          
"Yes they are." I said as I got up to grab my bag. He chuckled. And grabbed his bag as well. We got on the bike. Chase had already left for some gang business at a wearhouse here in Wisconsin. Which kind of makes me wonder just how big there gang is. We headed to school. I decided to let Tyler drive. When we got to school and got off the bike the girls were giving me dirty looks. It made me wanna laugh because I know for a fact that this school is full of sluts. It's sad to say but it's true. Tyler wrapped an arm around me and I melted into him. We walked in and went to our lockers. His locker was beside Chase's.  
                          
"Why don't we got out for a drink tonight and I could show you a good time. " I heard a high pitch voice talking to Tyler.
                          
"Yeah no thanks I have a girlfriend already . So fuck off. " Tyler responded. I smiled. I shut my locker. And went to Tyler's side and put my arm around him. And he put his arms around me. The bitch scoffed. 
                          
"You mean this bitch! You know she has fucking kids!" 
                          
"Yes I'm aware." She scoffed again and I was finding this funny as shit. 
                          
"So you'd rather have this slut?"
                          
"Shes not a slut and a least she is wearing clothes. " I couldn't control my laughter at this point I busted out laughing. 
                          
"What are laughing at bitch?! I bet he doesn't even know about your past! About how your 'dad' couldn't keep his hands to himself! And don't even get me started on those sluts you call your kids." She put air quotes around dad. I felt Tyler tense and I let go of him. 
                          
"Listen here. Don't talk about something you know nothing about because trust me when I say I will fuck you up bitch. And weather he knows or not is none of your motherfucking business. " I said. After this she raised her hand to slap me but before she could I caught her arm and threw it back down with force. She scoffed and tried again. But this time I didn't hesitate to punch her so hard I heard bones crack. "And never and I repeat fucking never talk about my motherfucking children like that ever again." I said as I started to walk out of the school and into the parking lot. 
                          
"What the hell was she talking about in there?" I heard Tyler say. At this point I'm on the verge of tears because I never wanted to remember any of this. I hate that man with a passion. 
                          
" I don't wanna talk about it. I just want to go home. Please take me home." I said almost breaking. He saw this and hugged me. 
                          
"Ok babygirl. Let's go home." We pulled apart. And got on the bike and headed back. At this point I didn't even care about school. Remembering why I left this town in the first place made me wanna leave again. Before I knew it we were back. We got off the bike and went into the hotel and into our room. I took off my shoes and jeans and put sweatpants on and laid down on the bed. And went to bed.
                          
-flashback-
                          
"Where the hell were you bitch?!" I heard my 'dad' say. 
                          
"I was visiting Jenna's grave." I said and went into my room. He followed me and started hitting me as I begged for him to stop. That was the first time I had seen that he wasn't only sexually abusive but also physically. 
                          
" Baby wake up." Tyler said. I looked to see he had an extremely worried look on his face. I bursted into tears and he held me while I cried. "Shh. It's ok I'm here and I'm not leaving." After a while I stopped crying. 
                          
"She wasn't wrong." I stated. 
                          
"Wrong about what baby?" He asked.
                          
"About the 'dad' thing. " I put air quotes around dad. He stayed silent so I could continue. I took a deep breathe and continued. "The guy that raised me was very abusive. The only escape I had was going to my best friend Jenna's. We were always together. Until she killed herself. But anyway, I can home a minute late one night and he asked where I was so I told him I went to visit Jenna's grave and went to my bedroom he followed me and raped me and then beat me. After that I had no one so I started self harming." I took another deep breath. 
"After awhile he got more sexually, physically and verbally abusive. Andi couldn't take it anymore. So I went and found my real parents and things got better. He got arrested for what he did and all was right." I said in a sarcastic tone. And started crying again. He pulled me to him. 
                          
"It's ok baby. I promise everything will be ok. But I need to know what was his name?" Tyler asked. I knew why he was asking but I would feel no remorse for that asswhole. 
                          
" Ok and his name is Alexander Kelly."  I curled up further to him and sleep.