Chapter 30: Two Sides

                                    

                                          


                          

                            

                                
                            
                              
                                  
                              
                              
                                
                                  
                                  
                                
                              
                             
                            
                            
                          
                          
                          
LISA's
                          
I am really confused; I don't know why I am acting like this, why I am having a doubt, why I am asking myself for no one knows how many times. After we kissed, why the hell I felt that I like it, that I like him but my feelings for JK is so real and clear, I love him so much and I don't want lose him but I don't want to lose Hanbin Oppa too. 
                          
After the performance, I see him, we talk, we hug, he kissed me, and I laugh from my thought 'all this time, there are really nothing to choose.' I love him, why I'm so stupid that I doubt about it. 'I am sorry Kookie, for everything. I'm surreal make it up to you. I love you! Only you'
                          
I had a hard time to ask permission to my Unnies. Jennie Unnie almost smacked my head when I pleaded, "My God Lisa, it's late. And in an hour it's New Year already, you think its safe outside?" she said, "and what would I tell to Jung Oppa if he asks where the hell are you?" she added. 
                          
My head remains down, I know that it's not a good idea but I promised to myself that I will be doing everything for him, even it may cause danger to me and to my career, "Just tell him that I'm---", before I can finished, my phone chime, it's JK. I glance to my phone and look up to them, 
                          
I run, "Just cover me up Unnie, Thank you and I'm sorry, Love you. Bye!" I run as fast as I can, I hear Jennie Unnie shouts my name for I don't know how many times. I don't care if they will be going to scold me, or didn't talk to me after this. I just want to be with him. 
                          
It's cold outside; I can feel the breeze hitting my skin. 'Stupid, I didn't bring my coat.' I was just wearing my black tank top, skinny jeans and Adidas white shoes. 'Where is he?' I mumble; my eyes are searching for him. I rub my palm and embrace myself when suddenly someone put a coat in my back. 
                          
"Waiting for him?" he asks, I look at him but he avoid my eyes. He looks up to the sky and smile, "Actually, you don't have to answer me." He added. It's so freakin' cold, I can clearly see breeze coming out from his mouth every time he sigh. I was about to wear off his coat but he stop me, "Don't. I'm okay. Just take it. I will not going to ask you to accept my feelings for you but at least accept my coat." He let out a heavy sigh before turning around and walks away. I watch his back walking away from me; my guilt is hitting me again. I look up to the sky and notice a snow starting to fall down, I look back to him but he's gone. "I'm sorry Hanbin Oppa." I mumble and tears starts to form in my eyes.
                          
"What did he say?" I startled when I hear someone speaks behind me. I blink my eyes to avoid my tears from flowing, I turn around and then I see him in the corner, leaning on the wall. He is wearing a black leather jacket, black tattered pants and black boots. "Hi!" I greet him with my crack voice, "How have you been there? No, I mean. When? We're---" I asks stuttering.
                          
I heard him chuckled, he looks at me and smirk, "Are you nervous?" He slowly walks toward me with his hand on his pocket. 
                          
At that time, I don't know why but I feel that there is something different from him. I calm myself and force a smile, "Kookie, he just asks me why I am here alone." I said and I see how he clenches his jaw. "Is it his coat?" He asks me while removing the coat from me and I just nervously nod. "You should not wearing someone's clothes unless its mine, am I clear Baby? He said before throwing the coat to somewhere. I didn't have a courage to look where he throw it 'coz I am literally scared. "I am jealous, and you never want to see a jealous Jeon Jungkook." I look at his eyes, it's keen and dark. I step backward, I am shaking, it's cold but I feel cold sweat running from my head. "I-Im s-sorry Jungkook, its n-not what y-you think. It's nothing, he's just my friend." I try to explain myself but it seems that it's not enough. He grip my arm when I made another step backward, he clench his teeth and grip my arm tighter, "Are you planning to run away from me?" he asks, there's a tears threatening in his eyes. I was shocked when he suddenly pulls me in his arm and hug me. His hand is in my head while his other hand is still gripping my arm, "I'm jealous Doll, please don't do this to me." I hear his sob, he kissed my head and release my arm from his grip and hug my waist instead. I slightly push him to see his face, "Stop crying." I cup his cheek with my both hands and kiss him in his lips. I slowly parted my lips to him and rest my forehead to his, "Don't be jealous, I love you Kookie. I will always love you. I will never look to another guy the way I look at you. My heart belongs to you, remember that Kookie." I reassure him.
                          
He hugs me again and caresses my hair, "I'm sorry! I'm just afraid of losing you." He takes off his jacket and wears it to me. He tacked my loosen hair from my ear, "I love you so much!" he said before kissing my forehead and wrap his arm to my shoulder, "Let's go! We will be having a long ride tonight." 
                          
"Long ride? Why? Where will we go?" I asks but he didn't answer me instead he hold my hand and pull me running to his car, No it's not his car. "Whose car is this?" I ask him again but he just ignores my question. He open the door for me, "do you trust me?" he asks me and I nod. "Go inside the car." He said and I confusedly follow. He hopped to the driver's seat and starts the engine; I can see from his face that he is excited. I was confuse and afraid but seeing him smiling and excited I can't help but to feel overwhelmed to his reaction. 
                          
Due of the nice weather outside and exhaustion too, I didn't realize that I fell asleep. When I woke up we're still on the drive but I can no longer see any hints or marks of Seoul. My eyes widen when I see islands and ocean, where the fuck I am? I slowly move to my seat and recline up my chair; I travel my eyes to the road to analyze the place. "Ow Hi Baby. Good Morning!" I hear him asks, I look at him in disbelief, is he serious? He is fuckin smiling when it is obvious that I'm confused. I positioned myself to face him and I cross my arms, "Where the hell are we?" I asks him and he chuckled. "Are you laughing? Kookie will you please tell me where are we? Are you going to kill me and throw my body to the ocean?" I bombarded him with questions but he just laugh at me.
                          
"Why are you always accusing me that I am going to kill you every time I took you to a place that you didn't know? Trust me Baby, we are almost there." He said but I am still not satisfied. "So where are we?" I try to ask him calmly. He glances at me and look back again to the road, "We're here in Jeju." My eyes widen, "What Jeju? Yah Kookie, my Unnies gonna kill me for sure. Oh my God! Jung Oppa is surely looking for me at this moment. Where's my phone? I have to call them right now. Kookie did you see my phone?" I was intense, we are in Jeju but why he is still calm. I heard him laugh again, "I already call them Baby, don't worry." He said with his eyes still in the road. "You call who?" I ask him, still not believing from what is happening. 
                          
He step the break and unbuckle his seatbelt, "We are here". I look around, my eyes opens more widely when I realize that we parked in a modern bungalow type house. It's not that big but what makes it pleasant is the beautiful landscape in front. He opens the door beside me and offers his hand. "Let's go!" I accept his hand and step down to the car. 
                          
I look around once again, my eyes were overwhelmed with beautiful scenery that I see, the house is standing in the hills and facing to the ocean, "Oh my God!" I can't help myself to admire the beauty that I am seeing.
                          
But my momentum was cut when a van following by a car suddenly parked behind ours. The Van's door open and my jaw dropped when I hear a voice of girl yelling, 'Yah Stupid Boys are you really not going to tell us where the hell we are going? I am asking you the whole night, but no one is speaking. Are you deaf or what? You know what; you are all pain in my ass. You dumbass, asshole, maniac, idiot, crackhead BANGTAN I am going to kill you all.' I am not gonna be wrong it's Jennie Unnie. 
                          
I look back to JK and frowned, "Surprise." He smiles at me showing his signature bunny teeth.