Please Be Mine

                                    

                                          
A/N: I'm sorry for long wait!! I'm busy taking care of my mom... And thank you for your votes and comments even though I received a little but I really appreciate it... 
                          
And also sorry for my horrible English. 
English is not my first language.. 
                          
Enjoy your reading..... 
                          
**Forgive my grammatical mistakes **
No proofreading.... 
                          
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It's around 10pm when Pha dropped Beam back to his dorm room after having dinner at nearby restaurant.. Since they don't live in the same building. 
                          
All the way back home Beam was quite, even at the dinner beam is unusually quite today. 
                          
Phana realise something is bothering him, he want to ask what's wrong but knowing Beam that he will gonna answer his questions he decided to Stay quite too... To give Beam some space..... 
                          
" Beam we are here. And I can't pick you up tomorrow! Will you be okay? "said phana while parking his car near the building entrance but got no response. 
                          
Phana turn to look at beam and saw beam is busy looking outside.. 
                          
" Beam... Ai' Beam " 
                          
Beam was so busy in his thoughts that he didn't hear that Phana is calling for him till phana pat on his shoulder slightly to earn hid attention, beam startled a bit by the sudden touch, he turn to look at phana, who is already looking at him 
                          
" Huh!! What is it phi " Beam replied with a confused look. 
                          
" We are here already~.. Are you okay?? 
You looked bothered " phana asked with concerned. 
                          
" Ye...yes phi, I am fine.... a little tired. Don't worry.. sorry I didn't paid attention to your words, what did you said earlier Phi" Beam replied with a assuring smile. 
                          
" I said I can't pick you up tomorrow, since I have morning class starting at 8am and your class with be start at 10, will you be okay " phana ask still concern. 
                          
" of course phi!! I have my own car remember, I can drive myself.. Don't worry " replied Beam... 
                          
" Okay then, I am leaving now and don't be late for the class and also for practice... You have to join the practice at 3pm, don't forget that. Kit will joined you after the class... Beam don't miss the practice please " phana remind him about the schedule .. 
                          
Beam's class will be ended at 5 but since beam is a Moon so teachers will allow him to leave early to attend the practice. 
                          
" Okay phi, good night. Drive safely " 
                          
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As soon as Beam entered his room, he went to his bedroom and laid on his bed..
He didn't even bother change his clothes.. 
                          
He is too exhausted both mentally and emotionally.. 
                          
The moment he saw the cute boy with his Forth, he feel insecure.. 
                          
After he left the gathering he keep thinking about the boy, 
                          
How Forth look at that boy so lovingly, 
How Forth ruffled his hair, 
How they smile to each other,
                          
Something he never did to Beam. 
                          
His gaze is so soft when he looked at that boy,... 
beam knows forth for years now, he can be anything but soft... 
                          
Now he witness the softness in those eyes but not for him.. For someone else..... 
                          
'May be they are close friends, an old friend or may be they are cousin' beam is trying to convince himself.. 
                          
'but what if they really are boyfriend or if forth like him ' Beam got scared only by the thought of loosing forth... He love forth so much... More than his life.... 
                          
He is thinking every possibilities of their relationship.. 
                          
No matter how hard he try to forget
about the boy, he can't.. 
                          
He just can't
                          
And also the boy look so familiar... He is sure he saw that boy before but he can't find out where.. 
                          
He close his eyes to ease his heaviness of his heart ... 
                          
' may be I have to fight for you too, why can't I get something without fighting ' ... 
                          
Sigh.... 
                          
He get up and open his drawer bedside the bed and pulled out a keychain... 
                          
He look at the keychain lovingly and bring it near his chest... 
                          
He hold on it tightly.... 
                          
'why you don't look at me like that phi, why don't you pat my head for once, why you never replied on my wishes on your birthday ,... Don't fall for anyone
                          
please be mine na phi.. ' Beam whisper as a single drop off tears fall from his eyes...
                          
He close his eyes and wait to fall asleep... 







                          
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