One Year

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"Angel... I love you."

Okay you're probably confused about what's happening here. Jake and I have been together for a year. He's amazing and I've been falling so hard for him. He just makes me feel happy when I'm with him, the kind of bubbly happy that I normally don't really get too often.

Also, Alli has told Rhys and he kind of flipped out. I was there wither her when it happened, this is how it went down:

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Alli told Rhys to come over to her house, now we are just waiting. She's so nervous, that's why I'm here.

"how do you think he'll react," Alli asked turning to look at me.

"I really don't know, all I can say is that he might not be very happy about it," I sighed, telling her what I was thinking.

She got even more nervous, if that's possible, so I just smiled sympathetically at her. She gave me a smile back, but you could tell through her eyes that she forced it.

The doorbell rung and I said I'd get it since I know she doesn't want to see him until it's time to tell him. I walked over to it, unlocked it, and pulled it open. He got confused when he saw me instead of Alli.

"Um... hey," he said awkwardly.

"Hi, you're probably wondering why I'm here," I paused and he nodded, "well Alli has to tell you something but she's too scared to tell you on her own," I explained and he looked at me and widened his eyes.

"She knows she can trust me right," he asked and I nodded.

I turned my head over to where Alli was standing and asked, "ready?"

She nodded hesitantly and I opened the door. Rhys went right over to her and kissed her forehead.

"What do you need to tell me," he asked in a whisper, I could just barely hear it.

She kissed him and said, "you're going to need to sit down." A tear ran down my face. They really do love each other.

He pulled away and sat on the couch. She sat next to him and I stood behind them a little off to the right.

"Remember the party," Alli asked.

"Yeah," he responded, obviously wondering what that has to do with anything.

"Remember how we...," she trailed off and he smiled.

"Our first time, how could I forget that," he said still grinning. She looked at him sadly causing his smile to fade and confusion was now present on his face.

"Well... I don't think we used... protection," she whispered the last part but he heard her anyway. His face was now filled with a scared and realization look.

"So you're...," he asked and looked down at her stomach.

"Not exactly," she barely was able to say before she cried.

He hugged her and asked, "what do you mean?"

"The baby...it...died," once she said the last word she was staring at the wall in front of them. I started silently crying, watching him widen his eyes in shock.

He got up and just stood there, staring off like she had done. She looked up at him and started crying more.

"Oh my God," he whispered and looked down at her, "why didn't you tell me before? How long have you known?"

"A few months," She said and looked down, tears still running down her face.

"And you never told me," he asked kind of mad and shocked at the same time.

"I'm sorry," she whispered before continuing to sob. He looked up at me, I was still silently crying.

"Have you known," he asked sadly. I lightly nodded, enough for him to get an answer.

I'm pretty sure I saw a tear come out his eye before he turned around and just walked out the door. Alli cried harder and I ran over to her. I hugged her with all I had, and she hugged me back. I could tell her tears were getting my shirt wet but I didn't care. I just wanted to comfort my best friend.

So yeah, he didn't have the best reaction. That was last month and I'm not sure how they are doing right now. They're still in love, don't get me wrong, but he's having a hard time with it. She told me it's all he wants to talk about. I hope they sort things out soon, I feel like they're meant to be but I'm not the one to decide that for them.

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So Jake and I have grown so close, I, with out a doubt, love him. The kind of love that makes you feel like you have a best friend, and a partner in one. When I say, "partner" I don't mean we have... You know, but I just mean my boyfriend. I want him to tell me he loves me first, I'm pretty sure he does.

Today is our one year anniversary and we both want to do something casual. I went to his house since his parents said we could hang out alone.

They trust us so they aren't worried, his parents are pretty awesome.

They instantly liked me when we met. They said he'd talked a lot about me which made him blush and I giggled. When my dad met him, he thought he was pretty cool. They got along but my dad still threatened him of course, like most dads. I remember Jake's eyes widening and he nodded, kind of scared. I had giggled and my dad smiled.

Jake put his arm around me, bringing me out of my thoughts. I cuddled in with him and he put his other hand on my cheek. He kissed me and I immediately closed my eyes and enjoyed our little kiss. Then I out my arms around his neck and pulled him even closer, turning the kiss from light to passionate. He put his hand on my hip and pulled my body close to his. He then lightly put his tongue in my mouth and I moaned.

We pulled away after a second to catch our breath. We leaned our foreheads together and breathed hard. He put his hand on my cheek and smiled.

"Angel... I love you," he whispered and my heart fluttered at the words. I smiled.

"I love you too, Jake."

We then started kissing again, harder than ever. He slid his tongue along my lip and I parted my mouth slightly. His tongue lightly touched mine and I moaned again. He smiled a bit and put his hand on my cheek. He put his other hand on my hip and again, pulled me closer to his body. Everywhere he touched left my skin burning with desire. I've never felt like this before.

He pulled away and I groaned, wanting the feeling of his lips on mine again. He grinned and lowered his head down. He kissed my cheek and went slowly down. When he got to my neck he kissed it and I moaned again. He put his head back up and kissed me more.

Out of nowhere he put his hands on my hips and lifted up. I giggle a llittle, my mouth still on his. He walked forward still carrying me. I looked up and saw we were in his bedroom. He put me down and kissed me again, slowly guiding me to his bed. When his bed was right behind me I leaned back and fell on it. He got on top of me, keeping himself up with his hands, like he was in push up position, and kissed me more. I giggled when I thought about what we were going to do. I'm happy it's with someone I love.

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Hey! It's been a while since I updated this story!! Sorry if it's too graphic for ya but I'm sure there's way worse out there! So thanks for reading! Honestly, I'm running out of ideas for this one, I guess writing five books at a time is harder than I though! Well I hope you enjoyed and what do you think will happen next?? And as always:

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