my tears are becoming a sea.

                                    

                                          
jisung pov
                          
as i walk through the door i see my mom, dad and sister all sitting there. i was about to say something but my dad got up and started beating me. he just kept hitting me and hitting me. when he stopped i noticed the box by the couch. 
                          
"i knew you were a faggot but this? CROSSDRESSING??? FUCKING DISGUSTING. ALL I WANTED WAS A SON BUT I GET THIS DISAPPOINTMENT INSTEAD?!" my father spat. they found my skirts. and my crop tops. my father continued beating me. it felt like it would never end. 
                          
he finally stopped and this time, my mom yelled at me. "go pack your bags." she said calmly. 
                          
"w-wher-e a-am i-i-i g-going?" i asked, shaking uncontrollably. 
                          
"not my problem." she said simply. she said those words so easily. i stared at her in disbelief. until my father started beating me again. 
                          
"GO PACK YOUR BAGS AND GET OUT FAGGOT!" he yelled. i quickly ran up the stairs and threw my teddy bear, blades, and a couple hoodies and jeans in my bag. 
                          
i ran down the stairs and out the door with no hesitation. it started raining again but i couldn't care. i stopped at the park and just continued sobbing. at this rate i felt like my tears were becoming a sea. i sat there crying until i felt the rain stop.  i look up and see the most beautiful boy i've ever seen. he had dark brown hair to match with his dark brown eyes. his eyes were dark, although they held the galaxy. they sparkled as he looked at me concerned. he had the most perfect fucking face i've ever seen. perfect nose with the cutest beauty mark sitting perfectly on it. and his lips looked so soft and warm and yummy and- 
                          
"han jisung right?" he asked, breaking me out of my trance. i just nodded and kept looking at him. "i'm lee minho. if you don't mind me asking, why are out out here crying?" he asked. 
                          
"well..i-i got kicked o-out o-of m-my house.." i sniffled. he leaned down and hugged me. i instantly hugged back, the butterflies in my stomach going wild. his hug felt so warm and safe. it felt like home. 
                          
"i assume you have no where to go then?" he asked. i looked at him and nodded. "come with me." he said, standing up and grabbing my bag. he took off his jacket and put it on me. "you need it more than me." he said, the light blush sprinkled on his cheeks not going unnoticed. 
                          
"thank you.." i said quietly. as we walked he held me close. i appreciated all the body heat i got from him, keeping me warm. we arrived to this HUGE house. and i mean this shit was like a mansion. 
                          
"i'm warning you now, it's hectic in there." he says. i just look at him and nodded. he then froze and looked at me. "oh my shit, i forgot to ask, are you okay with staying with me? i totally get if you're not comfortable but i really don't want anything bad-" i giggled at his rambling and cut him off. 
                          
"i mean, you could murder me in my sleep, but it's whatever. i'd rather die comfortably than out in the park while it's raining." i said. he just laughed and shook his head. 
                          
"i promise i'm not a murder." he said. i somehow feel comfortable with him. he just feels like home to me. we walk in and he yelled "EVERYONE GET YOUR ASSES DOWN HERE!" i flinched a little and that did not go unnoticed. 
                          
those boys. the ones from before, they were all here. they all sat in the living room while i stood awkwardly. "uhhh- how come they all-" 
                          
"parents aren't the greatest, and chans parents are rich and nice and love him. and us." minho answered me before i could finish. "now everyone, jisung will be living with us from now on, be nice to him." he said and everyone nodded. 
                          
"i'm chan ^^" said the boy from earlier. the one with pretty, naturally curly hair. 
                          
"i'm felix!" said the boy with silver hair and beautiful freckles. 
                          
"i'm hyunjin!!" said the tall blonde one with AMAZING long hair. 
                          
"i'm seungmin !!" said the boy that resembles a puppy. in a cute way. 
                          
"hiii i'm jeongin ^^" said the ADORABLE one with a perfect face shape that low key looks like a fox. 
                          
"sup, i'm changbin." said the short emo one. 
                          
"it's nice to meet all of you, i hope we get along well. please give me some time to get comfortable though." i said lowly. 
                          
"wait-" chan said. "what happened to you?!?" he said and everyone looked at my bruised appearance (aka my face). this'll be fun. 


                          
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