A/N: This is the slowed and reverb version of the song with black swan, makes me cry every time I listen to it.
Listen to it while you read this chapter.
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Jisoo and Marina come running inside the hospital.
"Where is she?!" Marina squeezes Angie's shoulder, tightly.
Angie watches the expression on Marina's face go from complete worry to sadness to anger. She holds onto Angie's shoulders tighter, her nails digging into her shoulder. "Stop!" Jisoo screeches out, "Let her go, Mare."
Marina only holds on tighter. "This is all your fault, if you... If you weren't this dramatic... she would... s-she would be here!" She screams out the last part, her heart rate drastically increasing. All she was seeing was red and blue; anger and sadness.
Angie her head cupped in her hands, covering the world from the sadness she feels. Anyone would be able to understand the fear she was going through right now. She lost her Mom. She lost the woman that kept her sane, at the brink of insanity. Anyone would lose their minds.
"What do you plan on doing?" Marina shakes her, vigorously. "How do you plan on fixing this? How do you plan on bringing her back!?" She regrets it. Marina regrets every moment she spent fighting with her Mom, on the most stupid things. She acted like she didn't care about her, when really she would die for her Mom. Now she can't do that, because her Mom died for them. Oh how she wishes to have hugged her Mom this morning, to have given her a kiss on the cheek or have to her I love you. It's after a person dies when everyone realizes the essence of time.
Marina falls onto the ground, tears coming out of her eyes. Jisoo comes to sit beside Angie, "It wasn't your fault." She consoles her as she rubs her back. Angie forgot the reason why she was so mad at Jisoo, why she allowed herself to wake up this morning and be angry.
Jisoo wasn't sure how to take care of these two, she didn't know why... How she was going to get through this. She didn't know Anaya that long, just a couple of months. But Anaya was more a Mother to Jisoo than Jisoo's own Mother was. There were moments were Jisoo wished that her Mother would die, and now she realizes that that wish is what kills people on the inside. Everyone has a Mother, some people have lost them, some people don't know them, some people forget them... Mother's are the beauty of this world, a beauty not even Snow White can surpass.
"I'm... I'm sorry for this... this morning. I-I didn't mean to... mean to be mad at you. I was... I was, I don't know." Angie's brain can't process anything nor is it able to say anything coherent. She can't remember today or yesterday or any of her emotions. Her heart is failing to understand which emotion is causing her the most pain, which feeling is about to combust out of her chest.
"Are you all family of Anaya Iqbal Myers?" A nurse comes up to them with a soft smile. Jisoo looks at the two sisters, "They're family... I'm not."
"She's like family," Angie says, hoarsely. The nurse nods slowly, "I'm sorry but only family members are allowed to go inside the morgue."
"I understa-"
"No! She has to go in with us!" Angie states, louder this time. Her voice echoes off the walls of the hospital.
"I'm sorry ma'am but she can't-"
"It's okay, Angie. It's okay." Jisoo moves the hair from Angie's face. The look on her face is of pure sadness and frustration. Even in a time like this, Angie didn't let family be segregated by labels.
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