21. No Feelings Left.

                                    

                                          
I reach Alex's doorway. The walk to his house was pleasant and full of breeze. I knock on the door but then I notice it is open. I go inside and meet with an empty house. Odd.  Where is Alex? Is he still out? Why the hell will he leave his front door open like that. He is sick. 
I go further inside. After few minutes of wondering what to do, I decide to go inside his room. Atleast I can wait there. Ofcourse we have seen each other's private parts so he wouldn't mind if I go to his room even if he isn't here. I sit there for a while and get bored. I am not even in the mood of having sex anymore. Then I decide to silently go back, he wouldn't notice. 
I reached to open the main door when it opened from the other side. Aubry?? 
What is she doing here. Spying on me? 
                          
" Lena, how.... You?" her eyes widen as if she has been caught red-handed. She looks behind her and I see Alex standing there. His hand on her waist. What's going on? 
                          
" Aubry, Alex, why are you together here?" I ask. My mind full of doubts. 
                          
Alex quickly removes his hand from her waist. He rolls his eyes as if I am irritating him. Nah boy! What is it this time? 
                          
" Elena, I should ask you the same question. What are you doing in my home? Don't you know we shouldn't break into others house" Aubry smirks at me listening to Alex. 
                          
" what? Am I Not allowed to come here. I thought I can have you whenever I want. Your friends with benefit concept works both the ways" 
                          
Aubry pushes me gently and goes to the living room. She sits on the sofa. 
" Alex, let's clear this for once and for all. I don't want to waste my time anymore" she checks her nails. What the hell is wrong now??. 
                          
" yeah Elena, I need to tell you something. Let's go and sit" 
I am boiling from inside. What are they hiding from me. Wait, are they planning to be together. The way this situation is going, I know it will not be easy for me to handle. 
We all sit on the sofa. I look at them. 
Alex is sweating while Aubry looks like she needs to go out as soon as possible. She doesn't care. Why is she involved? 
                          
" so I will come straight to the point. I am pregnant" Aubry started the conversation with a smirk. 
Pregnant? What is that have to do anything with me. 
I don't say anything and look at Alex. 
                          
" No. Let me continue it. Alex isn't gonna say anything today. I am pregnant and Alex is the father" 
W-what? How could that be possible. When? 
                          
" And let me tell you one thing, we planned to have this child, so Alex will never want you. He will stay with me and his baby.." 
                          
" AUBRY, we never planned to have it. It's supposed to be a secret." 
He looks at me.
" Lena, I have realised I cannot be with you. You have heard Aubry. I like her. No more questions please. And leave me alone. "
He waved his hand as if telling me to leave. Am I trash to him? 
                          
Why no more questions. Don't I have any say on this. I have the right to know. And by looking at Alex, I know he doesn't want me anymore. I can see how they are looking at each other. They are holding hands and she is caressing her belly. 
She looks up at me and gives me an annoying look. Just the way she gave me on party. 
                          
" Didn't you hear Elena. He told you to go. Don't be a bitch and please leave us alone for atleast this time. You have always been the Clingy one, to both of us.... 
                          
I cannot bear it anymore. I cannot let him go without confrontation this time. Specially not Aubry. They have played me. I am not a China doll. No, not this time. 
                          
" STOP IT AUBRY. Don't you guys think I need to say something on this. You guys have truly played me. Especially you Alex. I know you must be sleeping with her from last 1 week. Now don't start with we were never together. You knew about my feelings. Infact you both knew about it. You are such a douchebag Alex. Until now... now I used to think you are a gem. Having you I will be the luckiest girl. But now I am happy we are not together. And don't worry, these feelings, they will go away. I don't even want to see your face ever again. 
You Aubry, I have always trusted you. Never I thought you will do this. It's equal to cheating. But you know what..... nevermind. I don't want to waste my energy on you. I don't want to see anyone of you ever again. Stay away from me and my sister. No wonder why Alison left you. I wish you a great life ahead "
                          
Now I have told them whatever was inside my heart for a long time. Alex is not an innocent guy as I thought. Rather he turned to be the most disgusting guy I have ever met. Why did I even have feelings for him? And let's not talk about my best friend. A friendship of almost 10 years ended just because she wanted my guy. I understood all her intentions now. She has never helped me. I have sacrificed every thing for her. From not taking part in dance competition to giving this douchebag. I hope she doesn't do anything more. 
They look dumbfounded after my little speech. And this time I haven't lost my mind. I have told this in a calm voice. I wouldn't waste my time on these garbage anymore. I don't require any fake friends nor some dick head who can use and throw me whenever they want. 
                          
With this I go out of that house, never intending to come back. 
And this time I am sure, I don't have any feelings left for ALEX WINTERS.