THE NEXT DAY
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Jahseh and I came to the mall AGAIN. We were in a store when their was a boy checking me out.
"The fuck he lookin at" Jahseh scoffed. He then hugged me from behind with his arms wrapped around my neck. He started kissing on my cheek.
"Jahseh" I whined trying to get away. He realized I was trying to get away so he took one of his arms and wrapped it around my waist, pulling me back to him.
"Jahseh we're in public" I said
"So fuckin what....I'm showin my best friend some love" he said
"They're gonna think we're together" I said
"And" he said kissing my cheek. I just sighed. I looked at the boy and he walked away shaking his head
•••
We were in a different store. Jahseh pulled me to his body by my waist. I walked forward a little to look at some jeans. He pulled me back by my waist.
"Jahseh let me look at these jeans" I laughed
"Mm mm" he denied
"Jahseh let me go" I laughed
"Mm mm" he denied again resting his head on my shoulder facing away from me.
"Seh" I sighed removing his hands from my waist. That caused him to wrap his arms around waist tightly.
"Why are you being so clingy?" I questioned
"I'm just attached to you" he said. A smile formed on my face. I laughed
•••
Jahseh and I were walking through the mall when I felt eyes staring me down. I looked at Jahseh but his eyes were to the front I looked around and noticed a group of boys staring me down. One of them nodded their head up as in 'wassup'. I waved at him and he gave me a small smile. I felt more eyes burning into my skin. I looked at Jahseh and he looked beyond pissed.
"What?" I questioned
"You out here entertaining these niggas?" He questioned
"I just waved at him" I shrugged my shoulders
"And the nigga smiled at you" he spat
"Okay" I shrugged my shoulders
"You actin like you don't care" he spat
"Cuz it's not a big deal" I said
"'CuZ iT's NoT a BiG dEaL' shut yo dumbass up" he mimicked me
"Why do you always act like that?" I questioned
"I ain't actin like shit" he said
"Yes you are. You always act like I can't talk to any males" I snapped
"That's cuz I'm the only nigga you can talk to like this" he snapped
"Jahseh you can't control me" I said
"Y/n you- nevermind just go be the hoe you are" he waved me off. His words hurt me because I know I'm not a hoe.
"I ain't no-nevermind" I said waking the opposite direction.
"Where the fuck you goin?" Jahseh grabbed my arm
"I'm getting a ride home" I pulled my arm away. I walked out the mall and called a Lyft. My Lyft arrived and I got in.
•••
We arrived at my house.
"Thank you" I thanked the driver
"Mhm have a nice day" she said
"You too" I returned. I walked in the house and immediately went up to my room. I got undressed and went downstairs to turn the air on.
"Hey bab- what's wrong?" She said concerned
"Nothing" I said going in the kitchen
"Tell me baby" she said. My dad was sitting at the kitchen table drinking of course.
"Jahseh is what's wrong" I answered
"What'd he do?" She questioned
"We went to the mall and there was a group of boys starin at me and I looked at them. One of them did the 'wassup' head nod so I just waved at him and Jahseh got mad at me" I vented
"So then what happened?" She questioned
"He was sayin I was entertaining those boys" I said
"And he was like 'just go be the hoe that you are'" I quoted. My dad slammed his hands on the table and pulled out his pistol.
"No nigga calls my baby a hoe" he spat
"Chill it's not that serous" my mom said to him
"Y/n that boy likes you that's why he got mad but he had to right to call you a hoe" she said. I just sighed and went up to my room. Jahseh started calling me. I was just ignoring his calls and his texts. I turned my ringer off and fell asleep.
