okaasan, are you okay?

                                    

                                          

Y/N POV—
I was heading over to meet Gon and Killua again, after my match. But I stumble upon Hisoka. "I saw your match, little one. You'll make a good floor master." Hisoka says, patting my head. I give Hisoka a closed eye smile. "Ah, also.." I trail off, looking up towards Hisoka. "Don't touch, or injure them too badly." I say, with a slight bit of bloodlust, let out. Hisoka sighs and pats my head again. "Of course, of course." 
                          
After my encounter with Hisoka, I head back of to Killua and Gon. I couldn't really find them anywhere, so I just sat by a wall in the hallway. I could feel myself, drifting off to sleep slowly..
                          
Before you read what's about to happen it Y/N's dream, it includes anxiety, suicidal thoughts, slight gore, and torturing. Please don't read the dream if you are sensitive to those topics. :) 
                          
^Bold typing are what's happening in your dream.^
                          
"Y/N! Was Chrollo torturing you again?! Are you alright?" my brother, Feitan said, running over to 6-year old me. I was coughing up blood, on my knees while I was on the floor. I looked up to see my brother Feitan. My anxiety kicks in and I start shaking and sobbing as I hug Feitan. "F-Feitan-sama..He was doing it again!" I said as I cried into Feitan's shoulder as he holds me close. "I'm so sorry about dragging you into this, Y/N.." Feitan said to me, holding my head close, as I continued to cry on his shoulder. "Feitan, when will it all stop?.." I say, looking up to my brother will my dull E/C eyes. Feitan sighed as he patted my head. "I hope it ends soon." He says replying to me. "No, no.. I meant my life. I want it to end." I say with tears streaming down my face. Feitan looks at me with sad eyes. "Now that, is something I don't want to end." he says to me, hugging me again, closely. 
                          
^The dream has now ended^
                          
I woke up from my dream, slight tears streaming down my face. I held my knees close to me, just to see Killua laying his head on my shoulder. I guess they found me, I thought. I see Gon on the opposite side of Killua, laying down, sleeping peacefully. I smile at the two boys, sleeping safe and sound.  
                          
I notice Killua waking up. He notices he's resting on my shoulder and his face instantly goes into a blushing state. I give out a small chuckle. "Baaakaa, your making it sound more embarrassing than it should be." Killua says poking my forehead. "Ouch.." I say, over-exaggerating. I could tell Killua noticed my dried-up tears from my dream.
                          
Killua POV (wow very surprising, eh?)
                          
I notice that Y/N was recently crying, because of  the dried-up tears. "Hey.. are you okay?" I ask, worried. "Mm.. I believe so." Y/N responded, with an empy voice. I sigh at the response and pull her into a hug. "It's okay, you can tell me if your not." I say. Y/N hugs me back. We were hugging for quite a while now, until Y/N gave me a slight poke on my cheek. "You're cheeks are kinda squishy. Kinda makes up for being so weak." she says, being pretty blunt.
                          
 "That's mean, Y/N." Gon interrupts as he yawns, waking up from his slumber. "Not-so-good-morning, Gon." Y/N said giving a slight wave to Gon. I could feel a slight wave of jealousy, hitting me like a bus. Am I really falling for Y/N, the most mysterious girl I've ever met?
                          
around 637 words— a shorter chapter, due to Author-san's sleepiness, and laziness.



                          
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