The awkward conversation.

                                    

                                          
Sofia
                          
Shit shit shit, I woke up completely naked next to Freya, I was drunk but not that drunk and I didn't stop myself sleeping with Freya! 
                          
I grabbed my clothes while she was still sleeping and headed to my car I knew this was going to be a conversation I would have to have later but first I've got to somehow word it to Jaxon!. 
                          
I needed a coffee before heading home, I had a double shot latte, I gave myself a good 15 minutes in the car preparing my story before heading home. 
                          
Jaxon was ringing me. I didn't want to answer but he would know something was up if I didn't. Shit what if he already knew? 

                          
I was caution when I answer. "Hello?" 
                          
Jaxon- hello sweetheart did you have a good night? 
                          
Oh good he doesn't know. 
                          
Sofia- yeah.. I'll be home soon.. 
                          
Jaxon- no rush Ezmaya is with Ria so take your time beautiful I'll see you when I get home. 
                          
Sofia- okay, I'll head to get Ez now.. 
                          
Jaxon- I love you.. 
                          
I couldn't say it back after what I had done. I ended the call 
                          
I was going to break his heart! 
How am I suppose to tell my husband I've slept with someone else, my best friend, the women he trust with his daughter! 
                          
"Fuck sake Sofia you really do fuck things up." I said to myself. 
                          
I headed home and knocked Ria's door..
                          
Ria grinned "you look rough Sofia.." 
                          
"yeah thanks for that Ria.." I was dying of shame. 
                          
Ria shouted Ezmaya, "mummy is here." 
                          
"Has she been okay?" I asked. 
                          
"Yes but she's been pinching Cole" Ria sounded concerned. 
                          
"Ezmaya come here!!" I shouted my daughter. "what do you say to Ria! You do not pinch anyone! And Damn right you do not pinch Cole he's a little baby!Your going straight on the naughty step.. I'm so sorry Ria.." I said, I was so embarrassed my child had acted up. 
                          
I walked her back to the apartment, I made sit on time out for 5 minutes she cried the whole time, I hadn't got a clue why she was being so nasty! 
                          
I felt like the worst mother in the world and the worst wife! 
I really couldn't cope right now so I opened a bottle of wine at it was only 11am. 
                          
I didn't want to do anything with her today, she Will stay in the apartment and watch peppa pig or something while I get my house tidy and do some washing, it was looking like a bomb had hit and anything to take the guilt away from last night.. 
                          
I got a text from Freya.. 
                          
Freya: can I come over. 
                          
Sofia; I don't think that's the best idea? 
                          
Freya; we need to talk Sofia, please? 
                          
She was right we did. 
                          
Sofia; okay.. 
                          
shit she was coming over, what am I suppose to say 'oh how was last night'?!
                          
I had cheated on my husband with her and now she wants to come over for round 2! 
                          
I made Ezmaya some lunch, We both had some left over pasta from the night before.. I felt sick as a dog. 
                          
I heard a knock at the door and took a deep breath then went to let Freya in.