Chapter 29

                                    

                                          


                          
     


                          
    The tan male lifted his legs and climbed upon the bar,sitting there and watching the whole city which is in lights.
                          
"And I'm going to stop seeing these." he lets out a deep sigh,standing up to get a better view of the calm and dark sea beneath his feet.
                          
      All the city lights,all the locomotives and pedestrians chit chatting along their way,not to mention the couples.
It explicitly was shown before his eyes and he had enough of it.


                          
      What's the use of living when you lost what you're living for?






                          
       "I'm gonna miss all of them." he smiled through the stinging pain in his throat and lump of his voice stuck there too.



                          
     The tears streamed down for the second time today.
"Let's go??" looking down for the last time and shut his eyes tight,along with his ball fist.



















                          
        





                          
      One step,that's all it takes to end everything,the torment,the prick in his heart,the fuzziness inside his head.






                          
      
                          
      


                          
    "Fucking sake!Stop it!" 






                          
   Donghyuck loudly yelped when he was pulled down violently on the ground,crashing there with someone protecting him from behind.



                          
      A tight grip on his abdomen snapped the younger from his panicking state and turned his head around to see who did that.


                          
     "M-Mark Lee?" 




                          
   An irritated face was shown in the older's face and glared down at the younger who's trying the do the folliest thing,panting there,both eyes glued into one another.
   Neither one tried nothing to do with the uncomfortable position they're in.



                          
       Before Donghyuck slowly extends his arms and settled them on the older's cold cheeks.


                          
      Mark should be angry,he should be fuming in anger over the younger,should scold him for trying to do something stupid.
                          
But,he obviously can't.





                          
        Instead,he closed his eyes to feel better the cold hands of Donghyuck,his only lover.
He loves the touch,purring at it for a second before his lips meet someone's in no time.


                          
       No,he's not going to waste this golden time.



                          
       He also leaned forward to deepen the kiss,it was nothing rough but,only soft butterfly kisses.
The kiss they missed the most.






                          
   "No I can't." he pulled away,confusing the older.




                          
    Leaning back and hugged his legs,turning his back on Mark.

                          
     "Why?Why can't you kiss me?" he questioned,brows already furrowed.




                          
      "Because...." he find it a bit hesitating to say the word,stopping there for minutes until the older asked again with full patience.


                          
        "Why?"


                          
        He buried his head with his forehead pressing his knees,gripping his hugged legs tighter than earlier.
"Because you're married." he spurted out.