Chapter 28

                                    

                                          
Fundamental derivation






                          
   It was early morning,he can't bear the empty feeling loitering inside his head.
      His hands miss someone's touch,his lips would love to meet someone's and we all know who that person is.
                          
     
                          
     Putting on his wollen sweater above his oversized shirt with shorts and went out reluctantly to where his brother's room is.
                          
    He pushed open the door and reveals Taeyong sitting on the couch enjoying the movie showing on the TV with Doyoung beside him,both were cuddling.
Flashbacks recur inside his head,Mark and Donghyuck once cuddled like this inside the observatory and did much more than sharing kisses and warm hugs but nothing painful.
                          
     Just two lovers acting out versatility on the cold floor,moon shone down on them,warm bodies touching each other,lips were integrating and breaths were uneven.
                          
     he miss him,
                          
   Shaking off the thought and knocking afterwards although he already opened the door.
                          
      The two couples eventually diverted their eyes to the worn out tan man and both asked in chorus.
"What is it Hyuck?"
                          
       He took his time in the world to even close the door and looks at them,eyes shudders as it landed on his brother.
                          
       Now Taeyong understands what he's going to ask and how he's going to have to answer.
                          
      His deep sighs shows so many feelings he is feeling at the moment-tired of the one year he wasted here,locking himself up in the house,nowhere else to go.
                          
      "Hyung,I want to meet Mark." and gathered the courage to meet up with his brother's pupils again.
                          
       Doyoung took notice of his boyfriend's look he displayed.He thought it would be fuming,irritated by what the younger's intuition led him to.
                          
   but,none.
                          
   Taeyong smiled.
                          
"I've waited for a whole year to only hear you saying that Donghyuck." his lips curved into a smile.
                          
     which shook the younger.
                          
  "W-What?" his eyes shudder in amusement.
                          
     Taeyong got up from his seat and approached the younger,when two bodies became close.He then pull his younger brother into a warm hug,the kind of hug which he craved for.
He had hugged the tan male when he cried,when he feared,when he felt like taking his own life.
                          
    But,this hug,it's warm.It means no harm.
                          
      During the hug,Taeyong placed his chin on Donghyuck's shoulder and whispered softly,
"I am so sorry for breaking the two of you apart.I thought I was protecting you from getting hurt but no." 
he scoffed between his chant,disgusted at himself and his bitter decision.
   "I tormented you when I thought that I was protecting you,made your life a living hell,didn't I?" his voice shrinks and sounds barely audible.
                          
   "Go.Go and enjoy your life Donghyuck.Fix what we broke as I am fixing mine,hm?" and broke the hug,eyes were glossy but,the doctor held back with all his might.