Chapter 27

                                    

                                          
 tired.....






                          
      




                          
     His eyes formed a gloomy sight,the dark circles under the eye lashes was more like a dead faith.
     Sleepless nights had he encountered and was afraid to close his eyes again.


                          
       Donghyuck sat on the bed with his blanket covering upto his knees which he hugged at the moment.
The room was dark,only the moonlight that shone from the window became his only source of light.
       He is afraid to go back to sleep again.



                          
    Donghyuck kept on having nightmares for weeks now.Tonight,he makes sure to not sleep neither close his eyes even if drowsiness cover him.
        Taeyong had many sleepless nights too,he wants him to rest.It's not like he can skip his work and sleep at the daytime,the doctor was busy day and night so,Donghyuck won't bother his sleep if he just doesn't sleep,if he just doesn't have nightmare again,if he just doesn't scream out to wake the worn out older.








                          
        
                          
       His head kept on bogging down but,wakes up at the prone bump on the air every seconds.
Only shrugging his head and slapping himself to keep his indecisive self awoke.



                          
     
                          
       "It's so hard without Mark." it's so hard to even sleep,it's so hard to smile,it's so hard to relax.

                          
    Lips were pressed into a thin line and tears took no time to stream down from his puffy and red eyes.




                          
     "Mark!"he cried out with no sound,being filled with regrets for not dying in that operation or for leaving the person he needs and loves the most in the whole universe.




                          
         
       

                          
        
                          
         
                          
       "I am so sorry."




                          
        it's pretty funny isn't it?Donghyuck once had the desire to live his life to the fullest.No matter if the grim reaper stood beside his bed every night,he fights for his life.





                          
and now,he wants to die so bad.







                          
    he wants to stop fighting for the sake of his pitiful life.

















                          
     


                          
    
















                          
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     "You are still with me,are you?" Mark questioned himself at his reflection in the transparent window of his room.



                          
       For days,he has been acting like he has no intention of life,but hid his dark expression everytime his friends would visit him.He would smile,would acts the nicest,would act like he had moved on from Donghyuck.



                          
But no.



                          
    


                          
     He might be able to intrigue the others,but not to himself.
Only him clearly knows what he's craving for and that is to follow his lover's soul somewhere above there.


                          
in the sky perhaps.




                          
   since he still doesn't know if the tanned beautiful man is still alive,living or should I say hiding somewhere in the crowded city with his brother who is now moved to another hospital where no Mark's presence or instinct won't led to them.