youngjo had woke up to the sound of quiet sniffles. he immediately sat up, noticing that it was still pitch black outside. he looked over to the other side of the bed realizing that the younger was no longer beside him.
quickly getting out of bed, youngjo looked around the room hoping to find hwanwoong, trying to follow the sounds from what he assumed to be the smaller's. he had a hard time looking due to it being so dark so he had turned the lamp on, making the room light up. once the light was on, he soon found the younger, his heart shattering at the sight once again.
there hwanwoong was, sitting in the corner of the room, rocking back and forth while wiping his tears.
his thoughts had taken over causing him to wake up in a cold sweat as he started freaking out. slowly getting out of bed, he went out into the living room hoping that he didn't wake the other up. once the younger calmed down a bit, he had gone back into the bedroom, however, that's when he sat in the corner and quietly cried not wanting to be too loud. hwanwoong tried his hardest to stop the tears from falling down his face, but nothing seemed to work so there he was, breaking down once again..
hwanwoong's head shot up once he heard the sound of the taller getting out of bed. he cried harder, not liking the idea that youngjo had to see him in this state again. he felt weak... the words of the stranger repeated in his head.
'pathetic'...
'helpless'...
'worthless'...
the smaller hated those words. he hated how those three little words made him feel weak. they made him want to disappear.
if only i could be happy for once, hwanwoong thought to himself, the tears flowing down the soft skin once again.
hwanwoong soon grew tired, his eyelids slowly closing as each second passed by. he felt himself getting picked up and he automatically knew that it was the taller. it made the smaller smile knowing that someone had the ability to make him feel safe. it felt nice... something he never really gotten before.
once youngjo picked the smaller up, he felt legs wrapping around his waist and the younger's breath tickling the back of his neck. he then heard the sound of quiet snores, assuming that hwanwoong had fallen asleep as soon as he was in the taller's arms. he knew how exhausted the smaller was, hoping that he would finally get some rest. the male slowly walked over to the bed and tried prying the younger off of him, only to receive small whimpers from the boy. youngjo quietly laughed as he shook his head, soon laying down on the soft bed with the younger on top of him.
just like before, youngjo had wrapped his arms around the delicate boy, making sure that he was safe. he wanted hwanwoong to know that there was someone out there that truly cared for him and wanted him to feel loved.. he wanted the smaller to know that it was him.
youngjo had felt himself falling for the boy in his arms... and damn, was he falling hard.
right before the taller closed his eyes, he heard a voice come from the smaller on top of him.
"thank you..." hwanwoong smiled with his eyes still closed, his face turning a soft red color. he liked the feeling of being in someone's arms, making him feel safe and even loved.
"you don't have to thank me." youngjo smiled back, soon falling back asleep with the younger on top of him.
the light had forced itself inside, causing the older to wake up once again. youngjo looked over to see what time it was, realizing that they were late to school. so instead, he decided that the two were gonna skip today.
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in my arms || k.yj y.hw
Fanfictionand just like that, hwanwoong felt safe for once. 𝘀𝘁𝗮𝗿𝘁𝗲𝗱: 08/13/20 𝗲𝗻𝗱𝗲𝗱: 09/20/20 𝘀𝘁𝗮𝘁𝘂𝘀: completed [lowercase intended] contains mature content