Reprecussions

                                    

                                          
"I have  had enough of ur tantrums. U should behave urself Iris"
That one sentence broke me. Everyday I try and try to please her but she keeps on giving me such behaviour I cannot keep up.
The issue all begin when Maya was getting ballistic because she thought I got lost which really isn't the case. I tried to reach on time but when I left it was already late and I am not sure she will like that I spent my time admiring a graffiti of myself on the wall of an abandoned street corner.
"Child u must be more careful in the future. Did u go with any of ur friends. U can tell me u know that sweetie"
Now that I know is the word which secretly means boyfriend. And no I can certainly never tell her. She will have me on house arrest. I know how this works and I am not falling for her tricks.
I wait until the night falls and once again depart towards my heaven here...the terrace after everyone is asleep.
By now I should have been an expert at sneaking out since I have been doing it for such a long time, practically my whole life if u say so. But even now I still feel the thumping of my heart against my chest, with every step I take.
The sky is beautiful today.  The new moon sky has the stars shine in their full glory.
I go about and sit there. The hill is dark but I can still make out the little outlines of trees and the beautiful monastery that sits gloriously over the hilltop. I still feel myself gasp at this beautiful site everyday.
The monastery is the one  thing that represent hope for me. If the barren ground can hold a structure so lavish there is hope for me after all.
There are days when I just feel so hopeless and yet they pass and I can get some sort of clarity in my thought thereafter.
" Hey princess, are u ok?"
I am interrupted in the stream of thoughts.As I turn around I can see the now familiar face in the dim starlight.