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It's been a month since I found out about all mafia shit and Dante and Marino. It was all too much thrown at me at once. In a matter of twelve hours, my whole world turned upside down.
Xavier's parents needed to go back to Italy because Giovanni had some mafia job to do over there. So they left a couple of days after that incident.
Bellissa stayed here because her school was starting, I mean she's having online school but still, she decided to stay here. Isabella and Giovanni weren't really for it but she had Xavier and me to back her up along with Dante and Marino.
Now speaking about those two they also stayed here because of some kind of problems Xavier and Moreno are having.
They tried to speak to me multiple times but I was just plain ignoring them. They even try to buy me chocolate knowing how much I love them but I would just brush them off.
I mean you need to see from my side I felt betrayed. I thought that every damn thing they told me was a lie, I just didn't have trust in them.
But after two and a half weeks of their torture, I finally conclude that I need some answers.
Flashback
I was thinking about it the whole day yesterday but I didn't dare to face them.
I was scared, but not simply scared, I was scared to the point that I didn't eat the whole day yesterday which got them all worried. I just wasn't feeling hungry when I had that many things on my mind. I was beating myself with 'what ifs'.
'What if everything was a lie? What if I don't like the truth? What if they lie to me again? What if, what if.. '
Finally, I decided that I had enough with all that shit so I went into the kitchen to grab water and think about how I'm gonna approach them about it.
Walking into the kitchen I find two persons which I would usually ignore but now it's time to change that.
I walked in and their heads snapped towards me "Ciao." They both said at the same time. "Hi." I whispered and I could tell that I took them by surprise because their eyes bulged out. When their shock wore off they cleared their throats and look at each other having silent conversations with their eyes. ("Hi.")
Marino was first to broke the slightly awkward silence that fell over us "So, umm how are you?" He said silently like he was scared if he says that any louder I would run away.
"I'm fine." I said equally silent looking at them, then I turned around and reached for a glass so I could get my water "How are you?" I asked as I was pouring water into the glass.
"Been better." "Same." Came as their answers and I nodded at that.
I leaned on the kitchen counter while tracking the surface with my fingers. I cleared my throat deciding that it's now or never "So, umm do you want to, umm to talk about it?" I said not lifting my eyes.
