My secret

                                    

                                          
                           KYOYAS P.O.V
I Always saw love and crushes as something pointless and a waste of time when I could make a lot of money and doing something actually worth my time during all that time people with crushes waist on thinking about that person at least that's what I thought before.......... I realized that I had grown to have a crush on someone it all started in middle school I wasn't really looking for any friends it's a matter of reputation that's why I wanted to get a good reputation with the Suoh family but that boy he was frustrating the nerve he had to goof  of then tell me to study but I did realize something I was very determined and invested on pleasing that idiot  I always thought about how easy he had it but what he said that day he came to my house was something else he made me laugh that day boy is he a idiot but as much as he is a idiot he's the first person I'd truly consider my friend so we started the Ouran high school host club together he sometimes went over to my house after club hours and say stupid stuff to me about how we should put kotatsus in the host club some day I started to notice weird stuff happening to me when I was around him and thought about him one time we were at my house I was helping Tamaki study because like a idiot he forgot to study for a upcoming test then begged me for help we were answering one of the questions then he said "I still don't get question 3 please explain it again " then he moved closer to me where our shoulders were touching I felt my face feel a bit hot and flushed I was so confused on what this was this feeling so then I flicked him on the head with my finger and said "don't get too close idiot" normally I wouldn't really care so much so why do I he then respond with "CMon mommy please let me sit here so I can pay better attention" " I told you to stop calling me that stupid name"  he then showed me his puppy dog eyes and said "pleaseeee Mommy 🥺🥺" he looked so stupidly cute so then I looked to the side and said "whatever I don't care anymore" so then I retaught him the thing he didn't understand then he worked it out but then I started to look at him and notice the the details about him like his fine blonde hair and his pretty purple eyes then I felt my face feel hotter confused I said to Tamaki "Tamaki I think I have a fever so we should rap it up for the day" he then replied "hmmm lemme see mother" so then he reached out his hand and touched my face and said your face does feel very hot and you look a bit red so sadly I have to part from mother" "whatever I said remember to do some studying on your own later" he said "will do mommy" then he left my house my face felt red for a small while still but then I felt normal again what could this feeling be more than a fever?........