Chapter 26

                                    

                                          
      A way to treat a broken heart is to endure it for the time.




                          
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atastrophe.

                          
      

                          


                          
     With his dizzy head and the blurry vision,his foot leads him to a place where its perfect for a view of the whole Han River.


                          
       People secured themselves and protect their own kids from bumping with the drunk boy who stumbled his way recklessly.


                          
      
                          
       This is how Mark continued his life,he don't want to heal his broken heart that fast.
He wants to suffer first as he deserves.
                          
all he wants right now is to cry out here.






                          
        The drunk boy plopped down on the step and cried his eyes out,his tears,that were disturbing him from cussing were rubbed with his sleeves countless of times.
                          
"WHY?!!WHY?!!!"he screamed his voice out.



                          
why?Why did they left each other after he tries to glued the crack back together?
                          
      Why did he not know what happens to Donghyuck?
                          
      Why isn't Taeyong allowed him to have a second chance again?

                          
        Why does it has to end this fucking way?



                          
        





                          
  Passersby eyes were squinting at the heartbroken boy,
                          
but,his drunken state allows him to go on further,without minding the people beside him.






                          
     "Okay,let's end it this way." he hiccuped and legs start taking him to the river,closer and closer.



                          
        Cold water greets the drowning body until the water level's upto his abdomen.

                          
        Few more steps to easily end his life,so easy to die.


                          
        Mark crouched down and literally swam down the water and stayed there,holding his breath for approximately about ten seconds.

                          
      He felt his air starting to consume his whole body but,didn't allow himself to swim up only wanting to die again.


                          

                          
 a glint of Donghyuck smiling like the beautiful setting sun became the last thing portraying in his mind along with a compilation of their once beautiful and easygoing moments.


                          
      
                          
         so,this is his decision.