20 Tainted Lips

                                    

                                          

That night, he kept steering in the bed like a kid, the distance between them was more than he liked. Instead of snuggling with him, she held on tight to the damn pillow like her life depended on it, and he desperately wanted to replace the pillow . 
He glared at the damn thing and wished it would just vanish then his little angel would have no choice but to run into his waiting arms. 
Adrian hated the fact that he had to fight for attention with a mare pillow and he wasn't going to let it win, he tugged the pillow away from her, and half expected her to wake up and ask for the annoying pillow but she didn't wake.
Instead, she reached out in her sleep, and in her attempt to pull back her missing pillow, she pulled him in instead. Just what he wanted. 
He got his chance. He drew closer to her and her hands wrapped them tight around him, the scent of her hair enveloped him.
Damn, he was stupid, he couldn't wipe that silly smile off his face, he let out a satisfied sigh and internally patted himself for doing such a nice job. 
For a few minutes he lay still, he realized later that she was either half awake or awake entirely when her long dark lashes were shaking slowly she was trying hard to not be awake.
He just kept staring, she was so beautiful and her red lips looked wonderful. He wanted to kiss her pretending eyes then finally her mouth but he dared not.
He knew she'd be mad at him, and would probably think he was taking advantage of her and that was one thing he didn't wish for, losing the little trust she had for him.
He didn't even notice she was looking back at him, he was too deep in unfinished thoughts about her. He let out a shaky breath causing her eyes to flutter.
Not intentionally but yet it did deliberate things to him.
"Are you here?" The question she asked was absurd like she was still dreaming but Adrian couldn't blame her cause he understood perfectly how she felt.
He fixed his hand on her hair and rubbed her scalp.
"Yes Baby girl, I am right here and you're in my bed". He could feel her heart pump rapidly against her rib cage, matching his. 
She sucked on her lips, and he almost let out a sob. He murmured a curse. She had to drop that nervous habit of hers if she wanted him to remain an utmost gentleman in the least.
"Why? Aren't you ashamed or irritated by me? Everyone is going to avoid you if they see us like this" Fucking insane, he couldn't believe she said that.
"Look at me Jade" he tilted her head back, his hands were still in her hair, and her face got pinker than before.
"I'm not and will never be ashamed or disgusted by you and nobody would ever feel that way about you, they can only treat you badly out of jealousy or any other selfish reasons, but it's their loss, and they all know that by now behind bars. He stopped 
"They're just following the wind, and everyone's gonna wish they were me if they saw us like this, you're a rare gem princess, never think less of yourself"
He hadn't realized he held her hair tight in his annoyance until she let out a little moan. Her eyes widened at the sound she'd just made, it only made the fires burn deeper for Adrian.
He wanted to tug some more and hear her make that sound again, he wanted to taste her lips and make her moan like that into his mouth.
They were mere inches apart and he wanted nothing but to close that taunting distance between them but he feared she wouldn't like it. She wouldn't resist him right now but he hated to think she would do it out of obligation, and he didn't want her to feel compelled to it. 
He shut his eyes willing those aching thoughts and rumbling feelings out of him but the darkness behind his eyes only played his imagination over and over for him.
He was frustrated, but then he opened his eyes just in time. She leaned in and brushed her lips to his. Shocked, by her gentleness and actions combined he remained still but nothing was calm in his mind.
He wanted so desperately to finish what she started but he feared the reason for her kiss, he disconnected their lips and stood up, swiftly he walked to the window side, he kept his eyes trained on nothing so long as it didn't rest on hers. He was such a moron for acting so but then he needed to.
He knew he'd rather be in his bed with her wrapped around him but common sense wouldn't let him, at the same time he felt miserable. 
She probably thought he didn't want as much as even a flimsy connection between them but holy heavens he wanted more, and badly, he just didn't like the reason behind it. He wanted her to want it too not doing it just to please him.
He heard her footsteps, she was heading for the door. Was she leaving? 
Damn it, he shouldn't have done that but the gentleman in him still argued. She stopped behind him.
"I-i I'm sorry, i-i shouldn't have done that i should know my limits" She was almost in tears.
"It w-won't happen again Adrian" she half spat the last part. 
What did she mean? It was impossible for him to not want that kiss, and he wanted it to happen again. She misunderstood him.
She turned to leave and he let her, but when she reached for the door he was behind her in a second, he grabbed her by the waist, spun her around, and pressed her back to the door.
"I want it more than you do" was all his hoarse voice managed to say before claiming her lips.
Heat flooded through him and he felt her shiver, her body was hot and smooth everywhere he touched. He tightened his hold on her waist and dug his tongue into her mouth, truly she tasted like cherries. 
She wrapped her arms around his neck and tugged at his hair, he let out a groan and pressed his chest to hers, when he felt her beneath her nightwear he almost growled and her little moan drove him to the brim of insanity once he didn't want to get back at that moment.
If he didn't stop himself now, he wouldn't be able to help himself, he was lost before it even began.
She didn't want an end either, her body was responding in strange ways. 
She couldn't think in the moment
She could only feel, something only he did to her.