꧁༒☬ 17 ☬༒꧂

                                    

                                          
▪︎ 𝐁𝐞𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐝 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐬𝐦𝐢𝐥𝐞𝐬 ▪︎
                          
1 week, 2 days and still counting... 
                          
Sage hasn't showed up in school ever since she caught me. I tried to call her and even sent her a long text message, but she blocked me. 
                          
I couldn't eat and sleep well with the thought of being the reason why our friendship ended just like that... 
                          
I messed up. So fucking bad...
                          
The blessings I had for a little while, turned into curses. 
                          
Hopestine became my enemy. 
                          
Students mock me, throw food/trash at me and draw dicks on my properties. Everytime I walk past them, they keep yelling: GAY FREAK!
                          
And rub the million click video, where I came out, in my face. 
                          
As much as I want to tell everyone that I am not, I can't. I'm not saying anything until Athena opens up...  She loves Kate and used to love Dec, meaning she is bisexual. 
                          
I got permission from her that I may tell Sage the truth, since she felt guilty for seeing me struggle.

                          
There goes my gay friend.
                          
The heck!?
                          
Hunter slings his arm around my shoulder as we past by the crowd of laughing students. "You know that I don't mind you being gay right?" 

                          
I tried my best to tell him the truth, but I think I made it worse. He still believes the shit I said. 

                          
"Shut up."

                          
He lifts his hands up. "It's all cool man. Just don't fall in love with me, coz that'll be a real problem-"
                          
"Fuck off!" I growl as he raises an eyebrow. 

                          
"I'm serious-"

                          
"For the 100th time man! I'm not fucking gay!" I snap out in frustration. 

                          
He definitely is embarrassed. I should understand that.

                          
You don't understand shit!

                          
Being the understanding friend he is, Hunter backs away. "You got my back."

                          
FUCK!


                          
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Now I'm stuck, standing in front of the front door. Her home is smaller than mine and lives near the boarder. I blow on my bawled up fist, because it's fucking January and cold as fuck. 
                          
My ass is freezing...
                          
After school I drove straight to Sage's place. I know her adress since she gave it to me, when we used to hang out a lot. Just in case I needed someone to talk to, she said. 
                          
Open up already! Please!
                          
I knocked 5 times, but no one is opening the door. 
                          
I swear, she's ignoring me on purpose!
                          
I breath deep in and knock once again, but stop half way as it gets swung open.