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It's 10.15 p.m now and i'm not asleep yet. Lilian has gone back to the dorm, Harry is watching the Tv and eating a banana on the couch, while i'm sitting still looking at my brother.
Laying down on this white hospital bed. Unconcious. If i hadn't sent that massage, this fucked up thing would never happend to him.
If i could switch places with him
I would.
"Amanda?" Harrys voice breaks my thoughts, i put my head up, and looked at him. He turns off the Tv, and put down the remote to the table infront of him. "You should get some rest" Harry said, standing up making his way beside me.
I shook my head slowly at him, and put my chin on the side of Calvins bed. "Amanda, c'mon. The doctor said you need some rest" "I'm okay"
I tell Harry. He let out a sigh, and he puts his hand on my shoulder making me look at him. "Come on, Amanda" Harry gave me a quick smile, and mouthed "come on" i let out a deep sigh, and stood up. I squeezes Calvins hand before making my way to the couch. "Where are you gonna sleep?" I asked Harry. When i take a sit on the soft material of the couch.
"I'll be alright. You better get some rest" Harry gave me a truth smile. He paced back and front before i call him.
"Harry" i called. He turn his head to me, and gave me a "hm" "Uh-do you mind to be my pillow? I mean, i really need a pillow, and this sofa does-" "No, sure. I don't mind" Harry shook his head, and take a sit next to me.
I layed my body to the material of the couch, and i put my head on Harrys laps. I turn my body, that made my back is on his stomache.
"Harry?" I said. He softly plays with my hair, and seperate the red colours of hair with the dark one. "Yeah?" Harry said, gently holding my hand, and squeezing it.
"Thank you" and no longer i was awake.
--Harry's POV--
"Harry?" She calls me again. I gently holds her hand, and softly struck her hand with my fingers.
"Thank you" she says. More like a whisper now.
Thank you
"No, Thank you Amanda" i gave her a smile. When she doesn't asnwers me again. I know that she might be asleep now.
I take a look at her, and realized how beautiful she is. Her hair falls perfectly into her face,but that just made me cannot she her beuatiful feminim face. I softly and slowly remove the strands of her hair, and slipped it back to the back of her ears.
She let out a little moan and her hand moves from her thigh, to the side of her face.
I look at the time and it's already 10.30 p.m
I closed my eyes for a second, but i don't feel any sleepiness coming to me.
I heard a click of the door handle, and my head snaps at it. But there's no one there. I closed my eyes again, and open it slowly of a shrieking noise i heard just outside of the room.
My body is completely frozen now. My hands are shaking a little. Well duh.. I'm the only one who's awake in this room, and for fucks sakes. This is a hospital, and it's late.
Who wouldn't be scared. But that made me think. Maybe it's just a halutination. But my head directly snaps when a nurse walks in with a medicine trolley. I take a deep breath, and gave her a small smile. "You're not asleep sir?" Because of the darkness this room is. I couldn't see this nurse face.
But her voice is so soft and calm. "No, not sleepy yet" I answered her. She gave me a nod. I think, and she does something to Calvins Infusion, and check somethings on him.
"Well, that's all for tonight. I'll be oitside. Oh yeah, sir?" The nurse calls. I gave her a "hm" and she stands right infront of me. Amanda's face is facing on her legs.
"There's a boy outside. He says he need to talk to her, and it's really important" the nurse said. I gav her a nod, and say thank you to her. She make her way out from this room.
Zayn.
He still dares to show his face to Amanda.
I gotta talk to him.
I slowly lift Amanda's head from my lap, and slowly moved my ass from the sofa. I gently put down Amanda's little head to the Sofa, and she let out a little moan. But, thankfully she's not awake.
I tip toes my feet walking out from this room. Finnaly, i made it through. I closed the door gently, and spotted a figute i never thought it will be.
"What do you want Louis?" I asked him, while putting the both of his hands on his side jeans pocket.
"Look man, i don't want any trouble. I just want to visit her and her brother" Louis shrugs. "No way" i shook my head, and let out a snort.
"Look dude, i know what happend to you and Amanda. I just wanna go check her" He take a step forward to me. "Not a chance, Tomlinson" i shook my head once more.
"Styles, come on. I just want to che-" "Is he stared the fire?" It blurts out from my mouth.
"Wha-what on earth are you talking about?" Louis snorted.
"Zayn. Did he?" I corrected my words.
His face is frozen, his lips are parted a bit. Maybe a little shocked by my words.
"What on earth? How in the world do you ever think about him like that?" "You know god damned why" i whispered-yell to him and take one step closer to him.
"Fine. I'll go" Louis sighs, and threw his hands to the air.
He turns around, and dissepeared.
But still. I still think it's Zayn.
Zayn must be the one who started the fire.
He must be.
I let out a deep sigh, and entered the room again. I take the chair beside Calvins bed, and put it next to the sofa which Amanda's laying too.
I crouched to Amanda, and lean closer to her. "Goodnight, Amanda" i whispered. I gave her a light kiss on her forehead and stood up. And fell asleep on the chair.
HIII !!!
The second updtae of the day !!
Your truly beloved, Meggie.
