Chapter 9

                                    

                                          
Winter's P.O.V
                          
I was so rude to him. I hate myself so much. I sat up and held my head in my hands. Jonah was just being considerate and I snapped at him. I wouldn't blame him if he doesn't want to talk to me. I am so tired of this. I wiped the few tears that had escaped my eyes. I got up to go to the washroom. I looked at myself in mirror. I realized that I looked so ugly. It makes sense when people comment on me.
                          
Before Jonah had called, I spoke to Makayla. She was furious. She was screaming and cursing Fred. I couldn't take it so I hung up on her. I went through the post again. Nafisa had seen it before me. She showed it to me once I had freshened up and changed after the concert was over. I called up Fred soon after that and saying that we had a full-blown fight would be an understatement. 
                          
I went through the post again. The amount of closeness Fred and Lily showed was totally unacceptable because first of all, Fred is my boyfriend and secondly, I don't trust Lily. I wanted my relationship to be public. Fred didn't wanted that. He said people didn't have to know and he has some reputation to keep. Right now, I am furious. I am angry at myself, mostly because of the way I spoke to Jonah. I am such a shitty person. I began reading the comments on that post. My eyes widened. I immediately called up Corbyn. Daniel and Corbyn both had left me so many texts and calls. I didn't answer them because I can't control my emotions and I'm a mess.
                          
After a few rings, Corbyn answered. "Holy cow! Thank God you called back!" Corbyn said, concern evident in his voice. 
                          
"Where's Daniel?" I asked. 
                          
"Everything fine, Winter?" he asked.
                          
"Corbyn just get Daniel on the line." I said, impatiently. 
                          
"Yo, Daniel!... It's Win." 
                          
"Gosh! WinWin, why weren't you picking up your phone?" Daniel scolded. 
                          
"Tell Corbyn to stay. I want to talk to him too." I dodged his question. 
                          
"We're in the washroom now. You can continue." Daniel said. 
                          
"Firstly Corbyn, who in Hell asked you to comment on that post? Do you even realize the consequences of your actions? What if they file a complaint against yo for literally threatening them on a social media platform? What would you do then? What am I supposed to tell Christina? That I am sorry your boyfriend is in a mess because of me? Do you guys even think sensibly?" 
                          
"Winter, all I..." Corbyn began. I cut him off. 
                          
"And you Daniel, I told you to stay away from all this drama. Your music just got a lot of recognition and you can't already be in a soup. Already people don't like the fact that you are associated with me but no, we want to go and make our lives miserable by getting associated with Winter..." I cried. Tears began to fall again. 
                          
"You're crying." Daniel stated. 
                          
"I'm not."  
                          
"Win, we don't care what people think about you. We love you for who you are. I understand your concern but you can't tell us whether we should be friends with you or not. I am sorry for commenting that way but he just hurt my sister. I wasn't going to let him go so easily." Corbyn tried to reason. "All we want is you to be happy which you are not. You worry about us but you are stopping us from worrying about you which is not fair. We aren't there with you right now and we feel like assholes. Please stop telling us whether we should stay with you or not." Daniel pleaded. I just cried harder. I couldn't say anything. 
                          
"I spoiled Jack's birthday." 
                          
"No, you didn't." I heard Jack. These guys had put me on speaker. I internally face-palmed myself.