you parked in chris's driveway and made your way to knock on his door. you knocked and he opened, "hey selena" he said. you walked inside without saying anything and sat on his couch. "you ok?" he asked, "no i'm not, so i told mariano i wanted to break up with him because i've lost feelings for him and he took it badly. he punched and kicked me out." you said with glassy eyes. "selena are you kidding me, he- he punched you- oh my gosh i didn't notice, your cheek" he said as he touched the right side of your check, you winced as he touched the bruised area. "he's so fucking dead" chris said he walked to his coat rack, grabbed his jacked and grabbed his car keys and slammed the door causing the house to shake. you sat there crying into your arms, he left you, when you needed him there, you mourned for his comfort but he wasn't there. it was silent, all you could hear was the coat rack swaying back and forth from the way chris grabbed his jacket. you sat there soaked in your tears and regretting breaking up with mar. "this is all your fucking fault, you caused all of this." you said to yourself, you hated yourself, self love wasn't even in your thoughts at that moment. you sat and remembered chris left wait- chris is about to fight- oh no. dumb ass just realized he left to fight him😹 you ran to your car and drove away in a hurry. while driving to now mariano's house your turned on the radio summer depression by girl in red played as you drove. "summer depression comes every year, i just want to disappear" you sang to yourself completely forgetting why your driving. you arrived to mar's house and what you saw shocked you, you saw an ambulance and police cars at the house, neighbors surrounding the scene just like in the movies. you wanted to know who the ambulance was for but you couldn't see from your car so you ran out and went for a closer look. you then saw-