"Wet you say?" Kyron shakes his head, sending drops flying everywhere.
Terro laughs and gives the general's head a rub. "All right, I have to go; I promised Ulric I'd help him fabricate some shoes for the horses."
I thank everyone for helping me and retrieve my canteen from the ground. I'd stupidly hyped this moment up all day, hoping to impress my friends with my budding powers. 
My friends. Were Greer, Terro, and Ulric really my friends? Since the moment I stepped foot in this camp, they knew who I was. The attention they paid to my betterment as a soldier was nothing more than watchful eyes making sure their future queen stayed out of trouble. I never intended to step foot on a battlefield until that night. The skills I've been learning from them were meant to help save my father. But things have changed. I want to be as valuable as them in a battle. I want them to turn to me for guidance and help, but I doubt it will ever happen. They will never see me as an equal, not in strength, power, or in status. Yet I keep trying.
"Raelle," Kyron calls, jogging up behind me and matching my pace. "Don't be hard on yourself. What you did was amazing."
His compliment eases the pain of my broken ego. "I'll try not to and thank you. It's just so important to me that I get this right and I'm an asset to you."
Kyron places a hand on my shoulder and turns me to face him. "You're more than an asset. Most of these soldiers are too young to have fought beside Micah. When the time comes and they learn you're out here sweating and bleeding for the cause, they will fight even harder for you. You will give them hope."
I scoff and say, "When they learn their queen made a fool of herself and enlisted in the Lucent army?"
"No. When they learn you didn't waltz in here and demand we find your father because you are anointed the next ruler. When they learn you've undergone the same rigorous training as them, with a few extra chores." He smiles like he is picturing me mucking the stables before his features sober. "When they learn you care about them as people and not just soldiers."
 His words fill a void inside me that has slowly bled since he confessed he knew who I was. Maybe I did earn my place here, and the respect and friendship given were not part of a guise. But if it was, it doesn't change the reason I'm here.
"I just want to give these soldiers back their general." I wince as soon as the words leave my mouth. "Not that you aren't their general."
"I know what you mean, and I want him back too."
I release a long sigh. "Yeah." 
Kyron forms a ball of flame, tosses it to me. I throw it back to him, settling into a comfortable game of catch as we walk.
"I don't mean any offense, but you don't seem like the ideal candidate to be my father's second in command. He had to have known it was going to be difficult to get the soldiers to rally behind you in his absence."
"He did, but he always said I was born to lead, and it was my choice what kind of leader I'd be."
I catch the fire in both hands and let it warm my palms as I bask in the words of my father. It amazes me that he raised Kyron on the same principles he taught me, and at the same time, it doesn't. My father is a firm believer that no one is a lost cause. Given the correct environment and opportunity, they will choose the right path.
"So leading was easy for you?" I ask, sending the flame sailing through the air to Kyron.
"Hardly. When I was old enough to understand how I differed from the men and women here, I fought him on the notion. How was I ever going to convince these people to follow me when I was what they were fighting against? But Abrum was adamant that it didn't matter who commanded the army. If they were void of integrity and not willing to die for every soldier here, they would eventually be without an army to lead. To prove his point, we made a pact. For a year, I would conduct myself as a leader and take on every responsibility he threw my way with no complaints. When the time was up, we would evaluate my standing with the other soldiers."
"I bet he made it hell for you," I say with a smile, swatting the fire back to him.
"He did, and I wouldn't have had it any other way. Ulric and Terro were the first to fall in line with my leadership. Greer..." He chuckles and shakes his head. "It was harder for Greer. I was competition. Our sparring matches were brutal, the whispered exchanges between us were hateful, and at one point, she asked to be stationed at another camp."
"Really? Why didn't she leave?"
"I begged her to stay. She is one of the best soldiers and her place is here. If I let her walk away, it would have been the most careless thing I did for Basecamp. And that winter, when his second in command was named general of another camp, Abrum went to Micah and told him he was replacing him with me."
"And Micah was all right with that?"
"I'm sure Abrum received some pushback, but he got what he wanted. The king signed the promotion order."
"Sounds like my father when it comes to something he believes in," I say.
The last bit of doubt I have in Kyron vanishes. My father loved him so much he treated him as one of his own. All the important lessons he taught me, he shared with him. If the man who means the most to me thought so highly of Kyron, then I'm compelled to do the same. Kyron is the right person to take my father's place and lead the Lucent army.
"You know, Abrum taught me that as well, to never fold when I know something is right. That's why we have a council meeting in four days and plan to begin strategizing how to bring him home. No more playing it safe; it's time to go in and get him," Kyron says, batting the hot ball with his fingertips.
I miss the flame, and it burns out before hitting the ground. "I don't suppose you would allow me to attend," I say, struggling to speak around my heart pounding in my throat.
Kyron slides his hands in his pockets and moves in next to me. "It is for commanding officers only. Unless..." He cocks an eyebrow. "You plan to pull rank again."
"No, I'm not doing that anymore. I'm no better than the other soldiers, and I want to earn my place here just as they have."
"You've earned your place here, Raelle. Never doubt that," he says with a sidelong glance.
"I just don't want them to view me differently by spouting some stupid future queen bullshit. I should be in on the council meeting because I have some insight into what's going on between Micah and Esmeray."
He stops walking and asks, "What do you mean?"
"I know...things, but to find out you're going to have to invite me to the meeting."
Kyron scans my stoic expression. This is my in, my guarantee that I can join in the rescue mission and push things along. I place a hand on my hip while holding his gaze, and one side of his mouth pulls into a smile. "You're coercing me into inviting you?"
"I'm saying I know things I'm not at liberty to share unless it's at the meeting."
He laughs and drapes his arm over my shoulders, leading me off the field. "I think you just bargained your way into your first officer's meeting, princess."
It's not exactly the tactic I want to use, but this is too important. I can give them insight to Micah and minimize the trouble they could get into for planning a mission behind the king's back. When it comes down to it, I can take the brunt of the blame and we can all get what we want.