Chapter 19

                                    

                                          
It leaped through the months,time.
                          
And,it worried the two very much,they became desperate of what to do.It haunts them every night,fear of what might possibly can happen at this point.


                          
"Please,it's nothing to be afraid of." Hyuck insisted to the boy who's grabbing a fistful of his hair.The two had argued for the whole time upon his visit at Mark's house.
                          
Mark can't take it anymore,the secret that he kept between them.
"I waited for you to tell me the truth the whole time Donghyuck,why can't you trust me that I can bear the truth?But,...but you didn't,I hate it." he settled it as a conspiracy in this relationship of theirs.
                          
Donghyuck stood in his place as rigid as possible,feeling his muscles starting to get all jolted because of fear.
Yes,it is true that he should be telling Mark,whom he loves,the truth.But,he didn't,he always postpone the date.
                          
I will tell him tomorrow...next week...tomorrow.
                          
yet the day never came,he just didn't have the courage.He's too afraid that Mark might gave up on him since there's no more hope and all the negativity inside his head were meddling between the decision making.
Even though Mark had known the truth for a long time now.
                          
FLASHBACK 
                          
Opening the door of the older's house,he was greeted by a nonexisting presence.No Mark.
Despite not being greeted,he hoped that Mark might still be sleeping?
                          
So,as what he used to do,making his way up to the older's room and peeked a little to make sure if Mark was being topless again.His cheeks heating up at the moment just at the imagination of the breathtaking topless Mark isn't helping to calm him down either.
                          
Mark,who's ruffling his wet hair,not topless,came out from the bathroom so suddenly,speaking to someone on the phone.
                          
Donghyuck tried to enter well,not after he heard his name being spoken about.He decided to go back to his hiding place and eavesdrop their conversation with whomever he was with on the other line.
                          
"No,Donghyuck had kept it a secret every time I made an attempt to let him speak the truth.I'm tired of this situation hyung." rubbing his face and looked all so worn out,he is tired of everything.
                          
"Mark,wait for a bit longer please,there'll be a reason.He don't want to hurt you,we both know that."
                          
"I CAN'T WAIT ANYMORE ALRIGHT?!" he shouted,making Donghyuck flinched from his place.
"I FUCKING CAN'T WAIT ANYMORE!" his voice tone is worth a startle every time he opened his mouth and shouted at the person whom he's speaking to.
                          
Mark heaved a big sigh and what he does next terrified the younger.Bashing his phone on the floor and the scraps of the phone scattered here and there.
He thought it was the best choice to just leave him until he finished venting out his anger in anything worth doing it....until he heard Mark's cry.
                          
Heading out from his place,ignoring that painful cry was just too hard.
                          
Baby steps were taken as he adjacented to the crying Mark,who sat on the cold floor,hugging his knees and wailing out his hidden pain.
                          
"M-Mark?" he called with his shuddering voice.
                          
Looking up and seeing the person whom he wanted to completely ignore for the whole day showed up.
He isn't happy about it,he just harshly scolded a doctor because of this boy,he just threw his phone out of anger because of this boy,he just cried out of exhaustion because of this specific person.
                          
Extending his arms,trying to hug the older.But,his offer didn't please the older when he felt his arms being pushed away.
He felt perplexed at the cold treatment Mark is giving him.
                          
"Flee away from here." was all it takes to shoo the younger from his seat.
                          
"Mark I'm sorry....please,you understand my condition.Let's not act like this." he doesn't want another renovating fight before he lose his life.
He counted times and unfortunately,desperately,two months have passed so soon just like that.Wanting to live his life left with Mark by his side,to reassure him that he's going to be okay even if he'll not was all he could ask for.
                          
So,another fight won't help anything.It's hilarious for Donghyuck,but not for Mark.
                          
You can't blame Mark for his anger towards Donghyuck,he loves him ao desperately.
                          
and.
                          
You can't blame Donghyuck for not telling Mark the truth,he just don't want to cause a heartbreak during his existence.
                          
blame no one because no one is at fault.
That seems to be the problem between their conflicts.
                          
END OF FLASHBACK.
                          
"Just stop." he ordered while wiping his falling tears away.
                          
Donghyuck hunged his head low and stood still blankly.
So,this is simply their end?
                          
"I will,but you know what?I need to thank you for taking hreat care of me throughout the whole two months."
he snorted and smiled through the growing pain and continued.
"Those two months were the most happiest day of my life,thank you Mark."



                          
Mark also hung his head low,feeling so defeated by those words coming out like a funeral speech.





                          
"Hate me or not,I will love you today,tomorrow and even after I die." and adjourned their strings when he stepped out from Mark's room and start heading wherever his feelt would lead him to.





                          
I will you forever.



















                          
let's conceal the past and starts something new in the ethereal sky.☀️