16| what really happened.

                                    

                                          

-smutttyy 
                          
You couldn't remember a thing about last night. You didn't want to, actually. It was a mess, all the memories that you had retained all merged into one big blur of stupidity and heartbreak. 
                          
You faintly remember how you stuck by Camille's side as she got rushed to a hospital for medical attention, you continuously muttering apologies into her ear trying to keep her conscious. She got shot near her chest and she bled out fast. Kylo was there to help. He was the one who took you both to the nearby hospital in the centre of the city and using his status and evil mind tricks, got Camille into the best care possible. 
                          
He didn't stay the night, like you had done. He left without saying a word to you. He didn't speak to you at all last night. There was this awkward tension between the two of you, or that's what you thought it was. You kept stealing glances at him all through the night, but didn't know if he was looking at you. His mask was on. Of course. 
                          
Initially you were terrified when you saw Kylo stood behind you in the empty club with Camille nearly bleeding to death on the floor. It took you by surprise. At that moment you remembered how tall he really was and how intimidating it was. You hadn't seen or spoke to him for a couple of weeks and now he had just appeared out of nowhere, like you knight in shining armour ready to save you. 
                          
Your first thought was to push yourself into his arms, tell him what had happened excluding the part about you kissing another guy, and then him taking both you and Camille to safety. You wanted to feel his presence so badly, but at the time it didn't feel right. You were wearing a skimpy dress that showed your whole body and everything else, your neck covered in the evidence that someone else's mouth attacked yours. You felt uncomfortable and very, very scared. He didn't need to find out, you wouldn't need to tell him right?
                          
"How long have you been waiting in here?" Kylo's deep voice broke your train of thought and he placed his mask down on the nearby table. 
                          
You had been waiting in his room, no your room-he had insisted on you two sharing a room together-on the balcony, and it felt like you were intruding his own space. You hadn't even been here before nor slept in the same bed. It felt odd and you didn't like it. 
                          
One of his knights, you couldn't remember his name nor did you want to, had told you that Kylo wanted to meet you late in the afternoon in his room. He escorted you to the hotel and Kylo's room all the way from the hospital and you were absolutely petrified. You couldn't pinpoint why you were so uneasy and fidgety around Kylo's knights. Maybe it was their dominating façade or the way they would give limited clues as to what was happening and where they were taking you. You thought of it as being a little dodgy. For all you know it could be anyone under the clothes and that mask. 
                          
"Twenty minutes." You kept your eyes glued to the serene landscape that rolled off of the balcony which you were standing on, back facing Kylo. 
                          
He paused before speaking, not knowing what to say. "What happened last night?" The tone in his voice was calm. Odd? But he was always like this, confusing. 
                          
"N-n-nothing." You stuttered knowing that your composure was beginning to wear away. You were not willing to tell him what you had done the night before. 
                          
He walked closer to you placing a hand on your lower back, "Tell me... I know when you're lying." He warned, a dark tone now evident in his voice.
                          
You let out a shaky sigh as you tried to think of a lie. Your mind was racing trying to find one quickly, "It was a few drinks... me getting drunk, throwing a tantrum, getting into trouble and Camille getting hurt by accident. That's all, nothing really."