Chapter 32: Ready For The First Time

                                    

                                          
*The next morning*
                          
I've already left Daniel for a while, I told him I was going out to do something bad. 
                          
I feel dirty. Last night was horrible, yet I had to pretend it was pleasurable. I feel sick thinking about it. 
                          
We did.. everything.
                          
I feel a little sick right now.. I'll be glad to get to Michael. 
                          
I've texted him to say I'm coming, he knows I'm on my way. 
                          
I get to his house and knock on the door. He opens it and his eyes light up. 
                          
"Baby!" he cries, giving me a tight hug. "I missed you!"
                          
I try to force a smile, but I'm shaken up from last night.
                          
"What's wrong baby?" he asks, picking up on my quietness. I shrug it off. 
                          
"Nothing," I say dejectedly. 
                          
He takes a hold of me gently and looks into my eyes. 
                          
Oh, his beautiful, deep eyes. I get lost in them every time I look into them. 
                          
"Now tell me the truth," he demands sweetly. 
                          
I can't not tell him now. 
                          
"It's being with Daniel,"I say. He frowns. 
                          
"Then just leave him, I don't mind getting hurt," he says. I shake my head. 
                          
"No, I'm doing it for you," I say quietly. 
                          
"Something tells me that there's more to it," he says. 
                          
He's right. There is. 
                          
"Last night.. just after you texted me for the last time.. he.. he.."
                          
"He did "it", didn't he?" Michael asks. 
                          
Wow, he's good. 
                          
"Uh-huh," I mutter, a chill running down my spine. 
                          
"Was that your first time?" he asks gently. I nod my head. 
                          
"I was hoping it would at least be my second. I wanted you to be my first," I admit. Michael smiles a little. 
                          
"I wish I was, baby. At least you'll be my first," he says. My eyes widen. 
                          
"You've still not done it?" I ask. He nods his head. 
                          
"This is true," he says. 
                          
Woah, I never knew that.
                          
"Have you never had a girlfriend before me?' I ask. 
                          
"Well... I don't talk about that. Out of people I've ever loved, it's only ever been you," he tells me. 
                          
Wow, how special do I feel now? 
                          
I can't help but smile at this. 
                          
"And will there be others in the future?" I ask. Michael shakes his head. 
                          
"Not a chance. It'll only ever be you," he says. Aww. 
                          
"Aww, Mikeybear," I chuckle, embracing him gently. 
                          
He gazes down at me, a little smile on his face. 
                          
"I love you," he says. I smile back. 
                          
"I love you, too," I say. 
                          
He bends down so his nose meets mine, and he nuzzles me gently. His skin is so soft, aww. 
                          
He looks into my eyes before kissing my lips passionately, his soft lips brushing against mine gently. 
                          
I've missed his kisses, so much. He's the best kisser ever. He makes Daniel seem amateurish at it. By a long shot. 
                          
I break the kiss and gaze into his perfect eyes. Then I realise we're still in the doorway. 
                          
I drag Michael inside and he chuckles at my violence. 
                          
"Slow down, baby!" he giggles, as I finally come to a stop at his bed. 
                          
We lie down together and Michael nuzzles my neck. Yes, this is a definite improvement on last night. I'm starting to forget it already. 
                          
Michael kisses my shoulder blade, like Daniel did last night, but this time I'm actually enjoying it. He kisses down my arm, and back up, and I'm struggling to keep my pleasure in. 
                          
Argh, Michael! Your touch is amazing!
                          
"Michael.." I moan in his ear. 
                          
His kisses are so gentle, god! 
                          
"You like that?" he asks, kissing my neck again. 
                          
God, I could do this all day and night, no problem. 
                          
I nod my head and Michael carries on kissing my neck. He moves up to my chin, then my cheek, then he kisses sideways to my lips. 
                          
The kiss he gives me on the lips is the best. 
                          
But then I remember, I've got Daniel waiting on me at his house. 
                          
"Michael, Daniel'll be looking for me,"
I say guiltily. Michael frowns. 
                          
"But it's only 11:37, you still got all day!" he sighs. I nod. 
                          
"I know, I know, I don't wanna go back either.." I say. Michael strokes my shoulder. 
                          
"You don't have to go," he says. 
                          
"I know I don't have to, but I feel like I do," I say, standing up from the bed. 
                          
Michael frowns as he watches me walk towards the door. 
                          
"I'm sorry Michael, really sorry. I just don't wanna risk my life," I say. 
                          
"You've been here half an hour, how is that a risk?" he asks. 
                          
Hmm, he has a point. 
                          
"Yeah, I know baby--" 
                          
"Baby? You barely call me that," Michael changes the subject dramatically. 
                          
I nod my head. "Yeah, I guess I don't, do I?"
                          
He stands up from the bed and hugs me from behind. 
                          
"It sounds cute when you say it. Very cute. And, it's so early. You shouldn't be going home for at least two hours," Michael says in a husky voice. 
                          
Ah, I can't control myself with that voice. Damn!
                          
"Michael, you need to do that voice so much more often.." I say, placing my hands on his face, which is leant on my shoulder. 
                          
Michael takes a moment to think. 
                          
"You want me to say more stuff in this voice?" he asks, with the husky voice. 
                          
UGHHHH..!
                          
"Yeah, I do," I smile. 
                          
Michael kisses my lips and drags me to the bed. 
                          
"Ok, I'll say something now. You've had your first time, now I'm ready for my first time."
                          
(Author's note: again, no detail will be added in the next chapter, but you can tell by my choice of wording what I'm trying to suggest is happening😉)