56 | Small gestures go a long way|

                                    

                                          
November 25th, 2019
Ariana's POV 
                          
"I'm always gonna love her though no matter what we go through."
                          
God, those words just continue to repeat in my head over and over again and it's been weeks since they were uttered.
                          
I know it's not exactly in my best interest to continue to think about him or the things that he does because that's only gonna irritate me even more than I already am at the moment, but I can't help but to.
                          
Y/n could be an asshole at times and I couldn't possibly stay mad at him for longer than a day because the love I have for him is just so mind boggling at times and it makes me forget why I was even mad at him in the first place.
                          
This time though was a bit different than those other times when I think maybe it's just a little bump in the road and we'll get over it.
                          
No this time I was genuinely worried about the stake of our relationship.
                          
"Ari, hey are you okay?" Josh's voice interrupted my train of thought and I looked at my reflection in the vanity regretting it almost instantly.
                          
The tears I was shedding were intermingling with the makeup that previously donned my face and now it was just a mess of colors running down.
                          
Josh and the rest of the makeup team scrambled around to try and fix it but it was useless.
                          
My hormones were a shit show right now and I was in no position to stop them at the moment.
                          
"Ari we brought you that kale salad you've been...asking for." We all turned our heads towards the doorway seeing my friends walking in without knocking per usual but I didn't care about that part. 
                          
"Okay, whose ass do I have to beat now?" Courtney looked around the room trying to get an answer out of everyone but nobody said anything. "Who made my bestie start crying like this?"
                          
They all made their way over to my side seeing as my makeup teams' attempt to try and fix up the makeup on my face was going nowhere.
                          
"What's wrong boo, why are you in here crying your eyes out?" I smiled slightly at the concerned tone in Vic's voice.
                          
I could only shake my head letting it fall carelessly into my hands for a few seconds.
                          
"So nobody knows why Ariana is upset and crying like this?" I heard a good majority of everyone in the room previously saying no.
                          
I felt a hand on my back rubbing it in a comforting manner before my head is pulled of my hands gently.
                          
Victoria was now standing in front of me while everyone else gathered around the makeup chair I was currently sitting in.
                          
It was no use to try and wipe the tears from my eyes the water works weren't going to stop anytime soon it seemed like, but that's just the kind of friend that Vic is and I appreciated her tremendously.
                          
I appreciated all of them, and I tell them that at any and every chance that I get.
                          
I could only shake my head at this point because I didn't really know what I was going to do at this point, my relationship was seemingly falling apart right in front of me. I don't understand why I can't just have one good thing going for me in that department?"
                          
Like I said before, there was no point in wiping my tears because they were gonna continue to flow like there's no tomorrow.
                          
I closed my eyes not wanting to see their reactions to my odd behavior, I did however hear a few low gasps and some whispering among them.