Rena

                                    

                                          
What's up folks?! Happy Tempting Tuesday! (Beware. The chapter is long because I just couldn't cut out anything)
Unfortunately, the SMO ladies' adventures end here. If you see any typos or issues, that's because I cried throughout the entire time writing this. 
This means that this is Rena's LAST chapter of the book! I know I know. Let's cry together. 
I don't want the journey to end but I knew this was the right time to end it. 
Please please please (if you can) don't hesitate to share quotes and tag me, quiz me on who said what in the story, and reminisce this week with me as we close out a really fun and steamy book that is Screw Me Over. It means the world to me when people share things like that. 
Since these are the girls' last chapters, we're going to just enjoy the chapter and limit ourselves on questions.
Please see the triggers that are in the summary of this book! 
Thank you for even taking out the time to read about my girls. Every view, every vote, comment, share, etc means the world to me. They are a really important part of my life and this story helped me continue with their adventures like they were still here. I can't thank you all enough for reading and going on this journey with me. I'm sure my best friends would be overjoyed to know you guys really enjoyed reading about them. So thank you, thank you, THANK YOU from the bottom of my heart. 
Anyway, you may continue! 💜🤫 (Bring a box of tissues and enjoy Rena's last POV and the last chapter of SMO!) 
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Well, today was it. We were officially in February and today was the day that the rest of the girls move out of the house. There weren't really any words for what's going on because Carmon and Tiffany moving out at the last minute is what surprised me. Jana and Jess already told me they had plans of moving. 
All the girls found someone to take over their lease so that left me with having three new roommates. Tiffany was moving down the street to a different apartment complex with Bryce in a two-bedroom apartment. Honestly, I thought it was a bad idea because she just started dating him about a few months ago. Questions of worry filled my head and came out through my lips but Tiff felt it was best if she just left. She just wanted to be closer to Bryce. 
Carmon moving out was due to her and Loraina's safety. Trent preferred that Carmon stayed with him. I understood that, but waking up to my little grey-eyed sunshine every morning was something I would miss. It's like she was taking one of the best things in my life away from me. Trent lived on the other side of town so it would be hard for them to see me all the time. 
It was as if all of these men were taking my best friends away from me. I couldn't help but feel so lonely. Everyone was moving out our place of connection and comfortability. Our place of sisterhood and love. We all became closer as friends and it felt like they were leaving the pride to move on to another with their partners. Of course, I was the only one without a partner and I couldn't go anywhere any time soon. I had to stick around since I was still in school and didn't want to go back home.
It was a sad day for me since we wouldn't be in the apartment like we used to be. They were trying so hard to make me feel better, but how can you make me feel better? Knowing that your best friends are going off to start their own lives with these men and you were stuck in the house just to dwell in the memories alone was heartbreaking. 
"Oh, do you guys remember when Carmon almost burned down the kitchen after she tried making fried chicken and fell asleep on the couch? I think she came back from a late-night shift at McDonalds," Jana noted as all of us sat around the couch and just chatted about moments we had over the past three years. Her first memory made me teary-eyed.