Just crash, fall down,
I'll wrap my arms around you now.
Just crash, it's our time now,
to make this work second time around.
We grew up,
we worked and changed our ways.
Just like wildfire,
been burning now for days.
Tearing down those walls,
nothing's in our way.
I said, nothing's in our way.
Today was the day, no more pussying out, no more excuses, no more *I'm ill* excuses, I was finally going to do it, I'm going to get my first Tattoo, nothing big mind I'm not crazy, just a simple roman numeral six behind my right ear, a tribute tattoo to my favourite band and five best friends.
"You ready Blondie?" Dan shook me out of my day dream the sound of jim's tattoo needle thingy buzzing in the corner of the room, the thought of that thing coming anywhere ne'er my face made me want to throw up now wasn't an exception, I jumped out of my seat dragging Dan with me into the hallway.
"Are you sure it has to be today I mean we can do it tomorrow?" Dan shook his head placing his hands in mind and resting his forehead against mine.
"You've been saying that since the first day of tour, were now three venues away from finishing, if you don't do it know you wont at all, come on Luce I know you can do it" He gave me a little reassuring kiss on my head, nothing intimate to It I mean, me and Dan did date once before when we were like 14 but I don't know it just didn't work out, I guess we were young in our teens it wasn't real love, and now were just friends I like someone else and I think they like me back.
"Okay... fine Jim has some more stuff to finish up so I suppose you can put this off for at least ten minutes?" I nodded my head gratefully at Dan jumping up and down a little in relief, he always knew what was on my mind he was so awesome for that.
We walked down the corridor to the boys dressing room, chatting about mindless things, Dan not taking his eyes off me once, like everything I was saying was just so damn important...
We got into the dressing room and as pretty much all the time, Chris was sat on Skype to Georgie, and Max and Matt were on fifa with some of the crew, my heart dropped a little when I didn't see Josh.
"Wheres Josh?" Dan gave me a slight sideways look when I said his name rolling his eyes at me, Matt paused the game for a second causing a mass groan from everyone playing fifa.
"No Idea he said he has a surprise for us tho?" I got a little nervous.. hes mentioned this to me, keeps saying he has something important to tell me putting lots of emphasis on the important, could this be it could Josh franceschi be saying he likes me, in a panic I excused myself and ran to the bathroom.
I checked over my reflection in the mirror, tight black skinny jeans, a red and white sinners never sleep vest and matching vibrant red doc's, perfect, I had even spent extra time doing my hair, like I knew it was going to be a special day or something, my short blonde hair was straightened and perfectly messy, after putting on a small amount of makeup I was good to go.
Id been gone about 10 minutes in total, I made my way nervously back down the hallway to the guys dressing room, the closer I got the louder this voice got, it sounded like a girl or something, I just shrugged it off as Max and sped up coming to a Holt in the open door way when I saw it.
Josh stood with his back to me, his arm wrapped around some super skinny really pretty Carmel brown hair'd girl in a floral pattern dress with heel's, my heart sunk, this was his news...
"Lucy!!, I want you to meet Abigail my girlfriend" Girlfriend how can one little world bring one person so much happiness yet shatter somebody else completely, I gave her a half smile and excused myself again stopping the tears that threatened to spill over my newly done makeup, how could I be so stupid, he doesn't like you he never did he likes Abigail shes clearly perfect.
I ran as far as I could right to one of the empty corners of the venue, tears streaming down and clouding my face, I sunk down onto my bum letting my head fall into my knees, not long after I sat did I hear the sound of heavy footprints vibrating off the floor and then some arms wrapping around me.
"Its okay Luce I got you, just crash, fall down Ive got you" Dan murmured into my ear giving me that reassuring comfort that I needed, he was always there, morning night and Day, he cares about me so much and I care about him.
We sat there in complete silence for what felt like forever, when the tears eventually dried up he wiped my cheeks on the sleeve of his hoodie, and gave me another kiss on the forehead, he jumped to his feet pulling me up with him and brushing my face some more.
"I look like an Emo panda don't I ?" Dan laughed causing me to blush slightly.
"I like pandas" I giggled and he linked his arm in mine pulling me down the hall, all my thoughts of Josh gone.
"Where we going?" He stopped mid walk and racked his brains..
"Um Nandos then the bus?" I shook my head and grabbed his hands, looking towards the door to Jim's studio.
"What about my Tattoo?" He smiled at me a big proud smile and started walking with me in the direction of the door.
"You amaze me you know that Luce?" He continued to shake his head in disbelief as I walked right in and took my seat on the couch ready for my tattoo, Dan sat across from me taking my hand and making me look into his eyes and not at Jim, he spent got everything ready, and moved to pick up the needle causing me to have second thoughts.
"No Luce look at me, concentrate on me?" Dan reassured me smiling and reaching forward to place his head against mine.
"I'm scared Dan?" He shook his head and leaned in closer, I was in a blind panic of anticipation and fear, what if it hurt, Dan could see the conflict on my face.
"I cant.." Dan shook his head bringing his lips down to meet mine in one simple happy reassuring kiss, not like the kisses we shared as a teen a propper kiss with real emotion, he pulled away a big happy smile on his face.
"You can trust me Luce, I will always be here for you" I smiled at him, knowing out relashionship had changed forever now I saw him in a new light, I felt the keedle pierce my skin, the pain not even half as bad as I thought it would be, I gave Dan a big bold smile a promise.
"Forever"
This was just some random Idea I got :) ha ha I hope you like it !!
